Dream #1: Doctors

Share: Charlaine and I now have a wonderful relationship that is evolving day by day thanks to our DSSI training and we marvel at our progress since we started. Sometimes, however, we still stumble, like last Sunday, when I was unable to adapt to a situation. Shortly before going to bed, Charlaine was busy and I sensed haste and tension; she was late with some documents. I would have liked the evening to be quieter, but my resonances were strong and I was unable to understand her. My warning was not long in coming…

Dream: I am in a kind of cafeteria, apparently in a basement, reminiscent of an anti-atomic shelter. At one table, a man across from me is eating his meal, some kind of disgusting meat on which he pours a sticky red sauce. I then go to a sort of warehouse and there I see a doctor. He disagrees with a fellow doctor, and will treat each other. The treatment begins with small detectors on the fingertips, but it quickly becomes a therapeutic "war" between the two: sitting opposite each other, all their fingers are full of detectors, as well as their heads; they stick needles into their chests; there are wires everywhere, they look completely crazy, it's a horrible scene. Seeing this, I understand that these doctors have big problems. I walk away.

Dream #2: Driving while meditating

Dream: I am in the car with my partner. I'm sitting in the back on the passenger side and there is luggage to my left. My partner is the driver, but he decides to sit cross-legged (in meditation), back to the road (facing the seat and facing me). He is not wearing his seat belt. I try to reason with him and tell him to sit properly and wear his seat belt because it is dangerous. I warn him that he is putting the lives of people on the road and ours in danger. I also tell him that he risks being arrested by the police. But he doesn't change. I tell him again that it's really dangerous and he ends up pulling the car over to the side of the road... right in front of a police car. A policeman sees him and comes to his side. He asks her for an explanation for her actions. My partner responds nonchalantly that he acted knowingly, without denying having done so. He adds that he is ready to accept the consequences of his actions. I am very surprised by this nonchalance. The policemen too (the male policeman is now also on my left and a female policewoman has taken a seat in the front, passenger side). Although they see no malice or bad intentions on my partner's part, they try to understand his behavior and teach him why it is wrong. Next scene: My partner and I are back in our apartment (which is different from reality) and we are in the kitchen. The counters are very long. I try to explain to him that I was really very angry by his behavior, because he put our lives in danger, even if it seemed unconscious on his part. He doesn't understand why I'm angry about this and doesn't apologize for doing this. I slap him on the cheek.

Share: At the beginning of our relationship, my partner was often in these dynamics where he made senseless, spontaneous and unrealistic decisions that prioritized others and relationships. This bothered me a lot, I didn't understand why. We did not yet know the law of resonance. I thought I was the opposite. I took responsibility very young and I learned very early to plan things well... But I understood that if I was in this opposite, it was because I had to carry similar memories, as this reveals to me. dream.