Dream #1: The White Lotus

Dream made in the period of 1990-1991 when I lived in France. I found myself in male company and we were walking on a small path surrounded by an intense and magnificent forest. We chatted very pleasantly. Then, arriving at the end of the path, a hedge of tall bushes, we stopped because we could not go any further, the path stopped. The one I took for my friend (or my brother) said to me: “we have arrived” And he pointed out a flower to our right: beautiful, white...a very large lotus then he said to me: “do as I do , follow me! » It disintegrated in the atmosphere a bit like white smoke which moved towards the flower and this “energy” entered as if sucked into the center of the lotus. I was stunned, speechless and wondering how I was going to be able to do the same! a few seconds later I too felt myself passing from the gravity of my body to becoming a sort of immaterial energy and was in turn “sucked” by the center of the flower. Time to experience a short trip back in time and we found this friend (so strange but at the same time so close like a brother) and me in a big city. He was far away in the street and said to me in a voice loud enough for me to hear him clearly: "We have to work to be able to buy this same flower, to return from where we left." At that time my feelings were not good. I knew it was going to be a tough ordeal. When, where and for how much could I buy the white lotus? (The presentiment I had after this dream was that the lotus cost 200 francs or $. I don't know but 200).

Dream #2: Volunteer for UCM

A lighted road was built on land which, since construction, has allowed nature to grow all around. This nature is so dense that it is darkened. It looks like a jungle. I tell myself that nature has taken its place despite the fact that the road has been built. Moreover, the brightly lit road and the darkened nature form a beautiful contrast. I am with the group of UCM volunteers sitting at a table. We're going to draw an angel card. I want to choose a specific angel. (Unfortunately, I forgot the quality of the angel I was looking for.) Volunteers give me suggestions of angels with the quality I am looking for. Their suggestions do not match the angel card I have in memory. I turn around and see a group being further away and eating food. Thinking that they are part of the UCM group, and feeling like taking a little break to eat, I get up from the table to join them. The UCM group volunteers, seeing me get up, all choose to take a break since the group is not complete without my presence. So I notice that I unintentionally forced a break on the group. I find myself isolated from the group. I suddenly feel like taking a photo of myself looking at the camera with my hands placed in a special way. The fingertips come together and there is a space between my two hands. I have the impression that this position of the hands and the gaze towards the camera inspire self-confidence, reflection, being sure of oneself, wisdom, knowledge or even work on oneself. I would like to put this photo in the background of perhaps an angel card or other UCM products, to highlight it. I could even put a dark orange-yellow color on the background of the photo. Unfortunately, I don't have a photographer or a camera. All I have is a cell phone taking pictures. Not having the necessary tools for a better result. I make do with what I have. I decide to return to the UCM volunteer group. There are three of us returning. We became babies with the ability to walk. I open the door, caged with bars, leading towards the group. A baby comes through the door. Suddenly, a black humanoid monster the size of a baby rushes towards us. he was already in the room with the group. So that he doesn't catch us, I close the door and run away. The monster catches the baby who came through the door. He found himself trapped with the monster. Then the monster comes through the door and chases me and the other remaining baby. We go down a staircase by jumping over the fence to the staircase below, instead of going down the steps, in order to take a shortcut. I'm a little ahead of the other baby. As soon as I get to the ground, the other baby gets grabbed by the monster before he can get to the ground himself. The place is lit. When I turn around, I see that the monster is eating the other baby. I have the opportunity to escape, since the monster is busy with the latter. I turn left, losing sight of the monster for a few seconds. While the monster doesn't see me, I take the opportunity to turn right onto a staircase leading even deeper into a darker place. I run away before he sees me.