Dream #1: The birth control pill

Share: I am wondering about contraceptive methods. I haven't taken the pill for 3 years and I wonder if it would be right for my development to take it again, either now or after a possible pregnancy...

Dream: In France, there has been quite a debate around this subject recently. The 3rd and 4th generation pills are accused of causing significant cardiovascular problems which can sometimes lead to serious acute pathologies, such as pulmonary embolisms or strokes. Therefore, the entire medical profession and even the government now advise people to no longer take these pills. However, the use of 1st and 2nd generation pills is not discouraged, it is even encouraged.

Sharing: Coming to my question, I wondered what use we should make of these contraceptives; whether IUD, pill or even condom...? What is their place in a couple on the journey? Should we use condoms all our lives? Still on this subject, before falling asleep, I asked heaven if it was correct for my development to take the pill again... Knowing that for me, stopping it subsequently led to mild persistent acne and a hormonal imbalance, I received this dream…

Dream: We were in the room with my partner and he was telling me that perhaps it would be better for me to take the pill again, that it would be easier... Share: So I wonder if it is really a sign to go back on the pill, or if it's more memories that are growing, for fear of always being confronted with my skin problems...

Dream #2: Shared accommodation

Share: I was given a first book for Christmas, and from the moment I chose to receive it as a gift, the dreams began... Since then, I dream almost every night (the nights when I don't dream are the ones when I go to bed too exhausted). I have trouble understanding dreams, but I try... and I continue to read your books every day to understand better... In terms of recitation practice, I am working with Veuliah at the moment. I am not very rigorous when dreams disturb me too much... the night of Friday to Saturday, I had a dream and since then, I have been in such an emotional state! I can no longer get back on my feet. If you could enlighten me, that would be a great help to me...

Dream: In the dream, I was moving in with other people. There was my sister (I didn't see her, but I felt her on my right), an old friend Mia (who was frighteningly manic. So the idea of ​​great rigidity) and a friend (who didn't does not exist in reality). At one point, the latter comes back with a tall, blond man with green eyes and tells us that he is going to share a room with us. The idea doesn't make me happy... She has a clearly seductive attitude towards him, that doesn't please me. I find myself walking around the apartment. There is a first bedroom, my sister's... Old wooden furniture, a faded blue duvet cover. Her current boyfriend is sitting on the floor in front of his computer. I change rooms and there I come across the "friend" sprawled on a sofa, one breast exposed, the blond man on all fours next to her "eating" her belly under his gentle gaze and smiling. I'm shocked. Deeply shocked. I leave the room with Mia and in the next room I let loose, I almost scream, I'm so angry, but damn! She knows that you should never let someone you love into your house. Never!” and I seek Mia’s approval…

Share: I don't know what that means...but since then, I've cried easily. I'm on edge. The children could neither speak to me nor approach me in the hours following this dream, I felt so attacked by everything. I isolate myself all the time...I feel like my heart is closed, locked...I really wanted to send an email to my ex (3 years of breaking up and 'let's start again) to tell him that I no longer wanted to have any emotional relationship with him (luckily, I woke up with a song in my head and the lyrics said that it was not the time to move, but to stay still !). I'm like a ball of terror, I can't regain my footing...

Dream #3: Compatibility test

Dream: I live in the house next to my neighbor's. I open the door of his house and I see some sheets of paper on which he has written. I see that he did a compatibility test between him and me (to find out if we are compatible). In this test, he must give me a mark between 1 and 4 and in all the questions he marks 3, which gives a total of 38. On the question relating to sexuality, he marked 3, because for him it meant that I wasn't having sex at the moment. That was actually the first question. Then I don't see his car parked anymore and I'm disappointed that he's gone.

Note: my neighbor symbolizes unbridled sexuality for me. It’s true that I did in-depth work to work on the resonances I had with him (I was attracted to this man for two years). This work carried out with angelic recitation was one of the most difficult I have had to date, but what joy to have healed from these memories, a true gift from Heaven.