Dream #1: Towards the nursing home

Gilles is in the hospital and he has to go to a nursing home. He asks me to buy him clothes because he won't have enough. I am surprised and tell him that he will have enough for a week, he has 7 pairs of socks, 7 underwear, etc. then, we have to drop Sébastien off at the university, it's Lightina in Cannes. He gets out of the car and leaves. I also get out (I was behind on the right), go around the car and open the driver's door: I want Gilles to push himself, he is not allowed to drive. He closes the door, moves the car forward a little and opens the right front door for me to get in. I am upset, furious, because with his illness (frontotemporal dementia) he is not allowed to drive, but finally I comply (in the dream, he does not look sick at all), We drive one moment. And suddenly I realize we're not going to the right place. I said to him: “But where are you going? this is not the road to go to Montpellier! ". He tells me that he has to go look for something in a village. I am saddened, furious, I feel betrayed. We are on a mountain road, he does not want to stop. Nor turn around. Then I see a temporary traffic light indicating a work zone. It is red and there is a line of cars stopped in front of it. Gilles does not stop behind the last car, he goes around the line to the left but still stops at the light. I take the opportunity to get out of the car. I'm walking back where we came from. It is a mountain landscape. It's as if I had an overall view of the situation, from above: there is the winding road, a very high stone bridge further into the valley and trees everywhere, it's like a sepia photo, everything is in these shades. I tell myself that I have to call someone to come pick me up, I mention the names of a few friends who could help me and suddenly I realize that I will never be home in time to recover. Marion, she's going to be all alone and it's as if I'm experiencing her anguish and her panic, I can't take all these tensions anymore and I'm crying, I'm crying. I wake up with the pirate heart song “golden baby” in my head and a strong pain in my left breast.

Dream #2: My new colleague

I am in my professional setting, in an occupational medicine medical practice and I have just returned from abroad. In fact, I have to spend 3 months in Canada at Laval University in Montreal to work on stress, psycho-social risks in business, to improve myself. I have already spent 2 months and I am back in France for a short period and return to Canada for another 1 month. There is a lot of work, I open a file. A male doctor like me. Brown with a short beard sits next to me to talk to me about what happened in my absence and to get some news. But I'm too busy updating myself and I'm only listening to it with one ear. He realizes this, gets up and leaves. I regret his departure and I look for him in the service. He's not far away, in a nearby office and when I get home I go up to him apologizing. He opens his arms to me and hugs me against him, telling me not to worry about all this work; he reassures me and I lay my head on his shoulder. I feel good. Later we have a meeting at the restaurant in the building where we work. I'm in the hall waiting for him because we have to eat together.