Dream #1: Mental disorder

Share:  I am sending the dream that my boy wrote to know the interpretation. He is 33 years old, has been trying to overcome an illness for over 4 years. There is a little progress but not enough, (still dizzy, cognitive almost at zero, fatigue) always gets up very tired in the morning following numerous nightmares. He says he works all night in his dreams; mathematics, bank records, etc., always a lot of negative, here is one of his dreams, thank you.

Dream 1: I am in Quebec. I'm going to buy some things at a pharmacy. Lots of things, the basket is overflowing. I go to pay and the counter is immensely high. I can't fit all my things on the counter. I feel extremely small. Difficult contact with the seller. I come out with all my bags, heavy, overflowing. I have to cross the street. A lot of traffic. In red light I go completely blind. I crossed half the street. I now find myself in the middle of the intersection, blind. I feel very small and scared. I lie down in a ball, afraid of all the cars passing behind and in front of me. I'm in total darkness, blind, and I hear every noise, I stay there waiting for someone to come and get me. Dream 2: I am in a military dormitory. Small, very narrow bed, very uncomfortable. I need to fall asleep but I can't. Finally I find myself in a terrible car accident. I am expelled with an extremely great force. I try to wake up with all my strength, but I'm paralyzed. The dream becomes reality. I came out of my body and saw myself in the hospital, lying on a bed, with several doctors trying to treat me. I watch the scene, scared, helpless. I have a lot of blood coming out of my chest. I understand that I am watching myself dying. I understand that I must leave my body. The doctors are discouraged and say there is nothing more they can do for me. I understand that I am dead. Dream 3: I am on my school bus from my high school. I am alone in a bench. I don't talk to anyone. The driver gives me a cell phone and a new contract so that I activate it. It's an advantageous contract and I'm motivated to activate it. It takes me a while, 3+ hours, and eventually I realize it's expensive, and I'm angry, and I don't want to use it anymore. It only serves to make unnecessary calls, or go to unnecessary places I don't want to go. I want to leave the bus. The journey is longer than usual. It's dark. I finally arrive at my stop (family home). I want to disembark, but I have a lot of clothes to bring with me. Lots of jackets, vests. I try to bring everything but I can't. So I leave some clothes in my bus bench and I get off. It's cold, dark, lots of ice. It's like a military scene. I also speak with a soldier who passes by. Many cars. I cross the path towards the house. A voice possesses me and speaks to me about a very destructive entity that scares me. She orders me to do terrible things. At home, I have to take a knife and stab myself with it twice. One in the top of the shoulder blade, and one in the thorax. I'm scared, but I'm forced to do this against my will. So I stab myself twice with force. I am cut deeply and bleeding. While waiting for help, I clean the bathroom mirror, still dirty; I rub it vigorously. I fall to the bathroom floor. My parents come to my aid to mop up the wounds and call the paramedics. Dream 4: I am in the playground of my primary school. There are high iron fences. I climb them. I'm not allowed to go there. There is a violent fight between a cat and a dog. I have to kill the cat. I hit it hard for several minutes. I wake up.