Dream #1: Work in the attic

Share: In the past, I owned a home that had a lot of repairs to do. I always wanted to improve it without really succeeding to my liking. At the time I was having this dream, I was invoking the Angel Anauel .

Dream: I dream that I work in the attic or rather in the attic, near the gable of my old house. Several people are helping me, but I don't see them. I give the instructions and the execution is done immediately. Modifications are made, then following insulation, beautiful pine boards are cut and nailed as if by magic. There are even beautiful drawings on some of the boards. It's like I'm constantly putting it off. The wood comes to me like this, cut to the right size and nailed without much effort on my part. Those who help me are invisible. I talk to them and they carry out my orders. At the end of the dream, I am still modifying the roof near the highest interior peak and finalizing everything by adding beautiful pine boards wherever it is possible to place them.

Dream #2: Brother’s abuse

Sharing: I would like you to help me understand a dream message that people have been trying to convey to me for almost 9 years.

Dream: before sharing my dream with you, I must inform you of an event in my life. At the age of 6, I was raped by a friend's brother. He was between 14-16 years old and he raped his sister (my friend). She suffered greatly from this situation. I forgot this event in my life for 10 years. I used the defense mechanism: repression. After 5 long years of darkness, I forgave my friend and her brother. I have no hard feelings towards them. I understand that for my friend, this allowed her to share her suffering with me. And for my attacker, I tell myself that to act like this his soul must be suffering incredibly.

Share: this is my dream and I have had these types of dreams since I met my husband (about 9 years ago). I won't go into too much detail because it would be long and unpleasant to write.

Dream: it's very simple, I dream that my brother abuses me. I don't want to, but it's like I don't have the power to refuse his advances. I am under its influence. It's disgusting!

Share: When I wake up, I feel dirty. I had this dream once a week, until one day I begged my guides to stop, because I couldn't take it anymore and I was starting to feel feelings of disgust towards my brother. In reality, my brother is truly an EXTRAORDINARY person, nothing like the one in my dreams. He is an example of pure virtue. Sometimes I also have dreams where my father wants to abuse me. My father and my brother are two beautiful, kind and evolved souls. I don't quite understand these dreams. The other thing you should know is that my partner and I have been trying to have a child for almost 5 years. For a while I thought that perhaps there were still traces in my energy of this trauma that was preventing my pregnancy. Afterwards I thought of karma, due to a bad life (like a person having committed incest). Afterwards I let go and as I mentioned to you, I asked my guides to stop sending me these dreams. Which they did immediately! However, recently I asked them, in the middle of the night, to send me a response in a dream to explain a situation I was experiencing (my fear of not being able to remove my ring from my finger, it may seem ridiculous to you I know) and they sent me a very precise explanation of a past life. So I thanked them for the explanation and asked to show me in my dream (seeing how easily I had gotten an answer) why I was unable to get pregnant. And after a year of peace, on the same night of my request, I had a dream where my brother was abusing me. It's been a year since I had these dreams. I see an answer there, but I don't understand it!!!!!!!!!!!! What's interesting is that in this dream, after having sex I was extremely afraid of getting pregnant by my brother. So I went to the bathroom to expel the semen and took the morning after pill. This dream took place in my childhood home and the sex happened in our parents' bed (our parents' bedroom in our childhood home). I asked my guides to clarify the dream, because I did not understand their answer. During the night I dreamed that my father was marrying me and I was disgusted ????????????? I am discouraged! Someone wants to send me a message and I don't understand anything. And I really don't like having these dreams, it's traumatic. I see a correlation in my dreams and my rape, but I do not see the link with my infertility (which by the way is misunderstood by doctors). The last little point I want to mention to you is that I've noticed that every time I talk about these incest dreams, I get completely frozen. I can go so far as to shiver!!! The air around me is getting VERY COLD. It's very weird.

Dream #3: Moving books

Dream: I'm in a white house style house in the south of France from the 70s. It's very sunny outside. I have to participate in a move with my husband to help an English-speaking couple move English books. I know they have two little girls, but only one is present, it's the smallest. The other I see in the thoughts of the parents, she is near a fountain outside with a sunburn on her face, she is smiling. I go up a few steps and ask the gentleman “will there be people to help us?” » and he replies verbatim “it's not time” I was surprised at the turn of the answer.

Dream #4: Illegal modification

Sharing: before falling asleep, I asked if it was right for the Evolution of my Soul to advance a certain project... It is a project that requires a lot of investment of time and money and I want to be certain that this is what Heaven wants me to do... Lately, I have to give answers to people as to whether or not the project will materialize (suppliers, premises, etc.) and that bothers me worried a lot, I don't want to miss the momentum, nor engage in a project that is not part of my life plan...

Dream: I dreamed that I was going to illegally modify a painting (work of art) in a big house. In the dream, the house belongs to my concrete mother-in-law. (She is a woman in great transformation, with all the strength of materialization... Sometimes, I was a little afraid to assert myself after her because she has all this strength... It is also a woman who had a great abundance and is now experiencing more initiatory periods at the professional level... She is a business manager...). Then, I see myself hidden in a bathtub, with salad leaves in my hands. It's dark and I'm hidden. My sister-in-law enters the room (the bathtub is hidden in a corner, a cupboard or a small adjacent room with an open door). (My sister-in-law is also a very active woman in the subject, who has great logical and structural strength... She also studied at HEC). I tense up a little, hoping she doesn't see me. Internally, I am in great pain, almost close to madness. She ends up seeing a face, she is afraid... I told her that I had come to finish modifying the painting. We find ourselves in the room in question. She goes to look at the table and I think I make the last changes. Inwardly, I plan to shoot myself in the head with a small gun as soon as this is over. I feel like I'm in a void, there's nothing holding me back on Earth... At one point, my mother-in-law also arrives. I finally confided to them: “I wanted to commit suicide, but I wasn’t able to.” My eyes are watering and I'm crying a little, because I wish I could leave... Part 2: The owners of the apartment where I live are moving. I see them busy outside throwing away old objects, selling or giving away furniture... Some of them belonged to my mother-in-law. I know my mother-in-law's ex-partner disagrees. He thinks it's ours and they don't have to get rid of it! My mother-in-law is quite happy... She explains to me how happy she is: all this renewal! She is happy that they are getting rid of her own mother's old furniture, and others... I share her joy... I tell myself internally that it is a new beginning... I am woken up by the owner of the 'one of the two premises that I had to go visit (this one, I had signs which told me that it was not the right one, while the one which I went to visit before was perfect) and which I announced that she had rented it. The first premises visited would be perfect for my business... It is a beautiful white and blue and the rent is not expensive... I could, even temporarily live there if necessary, in order to reduce the costs generated by my own rent... I should return to great simplicity, there is no shower, so I would wash with a washcloth, just have my futon and a computer, etc. At the same time, I get a lot of job offers in the field I studied in, but part of me doesn't want to do that... Also, what worries me is that to get started, I will have to take out a loan of around $20,000...