Dream #1: Lags

Share : During the day before this dream, I invoked Eyael and asked God to help me be faithful to him, to stay connected to his source, to regain full confidence in him.

Dream : I am at a religious festival with a group of children who are singing, Maïka my daughter is also in this choir and sings the praise of God. A little boy in the group looks at me and signals to me to tell me to look at Maïka who is talking instead of singing. Another group of children passes near me singing and heads towards the Church to enter. I also sing because I like this song. A man passes very close to me, it is Robin (a male doctor anesthetist that I met at work with whom I had a romantic relationship. We were both in a relationship, I had no children and he had a son. Following this adventure I left my partner at the time because I no longer loved him and could not admit to him that I had committed this act. My father having always cheated on my mother I saw myself doing the same thing again and I did not like it). Robin lifts his t-shirt and shows me his skin. This excites me because images of a passionate love come to mind (in reality this was not the case because Robin felt guilty about cheating on his wife and did not want to hurt his son in any way). I look at him discreetly (a mixture of secret and shame) and he walks away smiling. I am in a hotel room, the children (of the group) having gone for a walk, I wake up and while getting dressed I see Robin arriving, I hurry to get dressed before he is in the room. I am wearing tight black pants. He asks me if I slept well, I say yes with the calm without the children and tells him that he needs to be at home to sleep well. A guide from the group walks her dogs outside, there are 2 or 3 of them, I don't remember exactly but I think there are 3, then this lady also comes in because the dogs touch the candles that are on a table in the room. She asks me if we can watch TV at the hotel, I tell her that I can turn it on for her but that I don't usually watch. On a table there is a square-shaped system that has turned into a TV. A man comes in and holds my hand and then kisses me because he says we know each other and gives me a kiss on the cheek and another on the lower stomach (I am surprised and embarrassed but I don't dare say anything). My uncle, who is called Angel in real life, is preparing food (it is a local specialty made with flour and water, we make a dough with which we make small balls that we cook with beans or lentils). My brother's girlfriend (a good cook) explains to me that it will be hard to eat. I ask her why. She replies that they bought the dough ready-made and that they have to put it in water to soften it before using it. I think so but I hadn't heard that yet. My uncle explains to me that he does it like this because he doesn't have time to prepare the dough.

Dream #2: The photo album

I see Michelle sitting, I'm next to her. I think his outlook has changed. A man arrives and places photos on a table in front of her. In these photos, we see people on whom there are shapes stuck, notably on one: on the person's throat a pink-colored shape and for other photos, people have silhouettes next to them, like entities. I get out of the water, sort of a swimming pool, I go into a room, I sit in front of a device to test my vision then a doctor with a device blows into my left ear Michelle: therapist, enterprising, knows what she wants. She returns from a trip to Brazil with Joao and in reality she saw photos where entities or shapes are present, and are only seen in the photo. At one point I would have been tempted to go see him but my fear was greater and I no longer wanted to do it.