Dream#1: Suzie’s kidnapping

Share: While writing my letter of intent for the DSSI training , I realized how important it was for me to work on wanting to “go fast.” Later, that same night, I received this dream…

Dream: I have to go looking for my daughter Suzie who has been kidnapped... It's night. In the Ganges River in India, I have been swimming for a long time and I wonder if I will succeed, because there is nothing around me except water as far as the eye can see. In the distance, I see a sort of boundary and, the more I advance, I notice that it is waste that forms a line... I say to myself: “oh! My emotions are emissive and very polluted.” I cross the line with ease, holding on to the waste to rest a little. It happens quickly and, in the distance, I see a city with architecture that I don't know... Near me, I see several men in long boats watching me swim. In the boat of the first one to pass near me, there is water inside his boat and his eyes are of such intensity... I think to myself that I recognize these eyes. These are those of the inhabitants of India.

This is where I realize that I am in the middle of the Ganges. I wonder about the symbolism since I am swimming, and he has water in his boat. From the moment I wonder, there are many boats on the river like the first one I met as well as merchants. One of them is sitting on bundles of round fabric floating on the water… I tell myself that the latter is more concrete, because it is on my right and that I have materialized badly and that it is heading even more to the right. I am still swimming and I end up arriving and then walking instantly in the city. At this moment, it is daylight and I feel the heat of the sun. I am in a square crowded with people looking at me. I say to myself: "(name of the dreamer), it's normal, you are the only Canadian here". At this moment of the dream, I feel a sacred energy. In English, I heard: "Are you American?". Then, looking to my right, it was a young white woman who was lightly dressed compared to the Indian population, who asked me this question. I was facing a building whose door was open. It was then that I saw one of my colleagues from the DSSI come out, Candice (fictitious first name).

Share: Positively, she has great metaphysical potential and she has improved a lot in her dream analyses. I feel honest and transparent in these shares. From a more negative point of view, it represents my emissivity and my strong “drive”, my concern for wanting to perform too much).

I greet her politely and she says to me: “I experience the opposite of you. My husband went to India with our two children. I had to come get them”… At this point, I understand that I am dreaming since I see his children arriving as tall and white, which is not the case in real life. I analyze quickly, because I change scenes and my reflection is that I must work concretely on my ego... I am in the ashram and I go upstairs. The owner wants to show me around my room then my attention goes to his legs, which are made of wood... I analyze symbolically...

I find myself in a small, simple room, furnished with a simple bed with a sheet and modest benches to sit on. Two windows are open. The owner sits on the bed and I tell myself that he will be more receptive than when we went upstairs. Speaking of my classmate's family, he told me: "It was too small for the others." I said to him: “it’s perfect for me sir, I accept it as is”… Suddenly, there are four of us in the room and we are discussing the price of the room. I understand that the man sitting on the bed is not the only one in charge of the ashram... I tell them that I must stay until I find my daughter and that their rate will be mine. The second manager is standing in front of me, he asks me how long I plan to stay... I answer: "a day, a week, a month...", Although I wanted to say a year... He cuts me off by saying that, no matter the weather, it's $100, even for one day. The third man on my right tells the second that it's not fair... At this moment, I tell myself that I have to stay and agree to pay for my generated karma... I talk to myself internally saying: "keep calm (name of the dreamer), you pay your karmas”… Then, out loud, I said: “I accept, as long as I can find Suzie! ".

Then I realize that the room has changed; a section has been added on the right. It is air-conditioned, because I feel a cool wind on my skin. On the wall to my right, I see a telephone. There is also a television and a fitted kitchenette. Everything is white. I then understand that I have the means to find my daughter and to be in contact with my husband Pierre and my son Nathan in Canada... I leave the ashram and begin my investigation but first I look for a place of meditation . I feel like I need it... I went out of the city and headed to the sound of the sacred voice of a woman singing sacred songs, I climbed a mountain noticing that the stone was engraved with mantras in the form of a drawing… Almost at the summit, I have to hold on to the branches of a tree and I tell myself that I will do my meditation at its foot (here, I think of my letter of intent written the day before and the link that I do with the tree of my childhood and that of Kabbalah). Arriving at the top, I observe an Indian family and a woman (in a dress) who meditates while singing and the children play while dancing. I think at this moment that the lady sings wonderfully well. She is sitting and our eyes meet, she points me to the bottom of the rock on the left, where I see my loved ones arriving, namely Pierre, Nathan and Suzie!

I start to go down to join them but they are already going up. Everything happens quickly. I then resume my initial position and welcome them with joy. I kiss my husband and, under the effect of surprise, I ask him kindly: "how much did the plane tickets cost you?" He answers me with great energy: "$1400". Smiling, I feel that his answer is sincere and that he is not disturbed. I was happy and I knew that these were the fruits of the Angel Mebahel , one of whose qualities is commitment. He is also the Angel of Suzie's physical and intellectual incarnation. In the distance, I looked at my daughter with the Indian family and I thanked her soul metaphysically. Accompanied by her big brother and the other Indian children, she danced to the rhythm of the mantras of the beautiful Indian lady… I took pictures of everyone on the mountain and then I went to touch the tree with my left hand and said: “thank you”. I understood the fruits of my journey with Kabbalah…

Then, I went back and instantly found myself near the Indian family... Even though I would have had to walk a few steps to reach them... When I woke up, I was really touched!