Dream #1: My mother’s return

Dream: I have a recurring dream, it keeps coming back for years. My mother died several years ago, I was 12 at the time. We are all at my grandmother's family cottage, the lake is magnificent, the water is calm and we are waiting for my mother to return. I feel so happy and anxious at the same time. She arrives, she goes down the big hill and I see her, she is radiant, luminous, she is really beautiful like in life! I can't believe she's alive. I want to go see her, but everyone rushes to greet her. I try to talk to her and hug her but it doesn't work, she talks, she has fun with her brothers and sisters, but not me. She ignores me. I tell her that she is dead and I want to understand why she came back but she doesn't hear me. My joy turns into pain, it is not accessible even though I need it so much. I cry.

Dream #2: Reconditioning of waste

Share: For several months, I have been asking if it is fair to request a review of the child support for my two children, because it is very low.

Dream: I dream that with UCM I work to prepare for the future and make our planet healthier for humans. The UCM premises are futuristic, bright, made of glass and white. A volunteer supervises the smooth running of each working group that has been created and I assist her. We realize that we forgot to create a team that will manage the reconditioning of the waste that our work of change does. The waste is plants, flowers etc. My ex-husband is chosen with another man for this job. We find at the root of a nail (there is no hand or person at the end, it's like a finger crop) a stem that looks like a grain of light brown rice, we extract it and let's analyze it. Inside there is a very dangerous germ that risks destroying the work we do. The volunteer speaks to a little girl and tells her that she will have to make her sterile for 1 year so that she does not become contaminated. The little girl doesn't understand what sterile means, but she trusts the volunteer. At this time, a multitude of growths appear in the nails. We must act quickly, it is urgent because its growth represents the evil which wants to destroy the work that we do at UCM. In concrete terms; This volunteer represents for me structure and materialization. The father does not take care of the children, he never takes them because he believes that it is up to them to come to him and he waits. I am ill and unfortunately cannot work at the moment. I've already asked my dad to make an effort, but he doesn't want to hear about it.