Dream #1: The inn
Dream
The dream begins at the entrance to the house. I smell the wood, it’s light and cozy inside.
It is certainly an inn where one stops in search of meals, sleep and rest. I see a bar table on the left, but there is no bar. On the right, we see the door that leads to the kitchen. Straight ahead we see a corridor with two bedrooms on each side (4 in total). And the exit to the garden on the other side of the corridor.
There is a sofa in front of a large window, a worn rug. At the same time everything is clean and clear, the air is dense and tastes good.
Then I find myself in a place under a roof in the company of strangers. I have the impression that they are homeless people, dressed in poor clothes. They are scary. They play dice and so do I.
They are very dangerous and unpleasant, the stakes are too high, I want to leave, but I am too afraid. They make fun of me when I lose and they threaten me.
I find myself in the house again.
I go through another door and find myself in the kitchen. It looks like it came out of a fairy tale with its big ladles on the hooks above the table. It's a very good place. I think we cook well here. And I have a lot of respect for whoever takes care of this house. I also realize it's a hostel, but there's no staff.
I'm playing dice again. But this time I am not afraid of my opponents.
I don't feel like they're scary anymore. It's just that they are older than me and they know rules that I have trouble understanding.
I know that if I lose, something bad will happen to me. Then I start to understand the rules. And they play with me with respect. There are three of them. There is a woman with a voice that is too high. There is almost no color. Throughout the house we see that the color of wood, copper, gray, light gray, pale green.
I am at the entrance again, they take me by the hand and tell me that I have to go to their house. That they want to see me. We go down to the basement. It's a big cave. I'm in front of the entrance and I feel so small and I don't understand what's happening. I turn my head and I see cats. Huge cats. I'm the size of their foot because they're so huge. It's dark, I feel like there's no ceiling, or like the cats are touching the ceiling with their heads.
They are sitting and sleeping with their eyes closed. They have been here for a very long time, longer than the house. They have been watching dreams for a long time and also they are observing me and they are watching me. I feel their breaths.
I'm in the hallway again. I have to go. I see the staircase along the kitchen wall, it leads to the door in the middle of the wall and then up. This is where I live. It's my house. The room is very bright, although the curtains are closed, the pale pink duvet on a large bed, wardrobe, mirror. I can't handle it, it's too much for me.
Someone holds me, I don’t know who, but it feels good. I feel better. I go to the window, look behind the curtains, and realize that this whole place is moving differently through time. The trajectory of the bedroom is not the same as the rest of the house. I feel more reassured thanks to that. I smile. I wake up.
Dream #2: The fire truck
Dream :
I was thinking one night about what is stopping me from achieving a certain well-being. I received this dream:
I am with my cousin Anna in an alley. A fire truck with a trailer tries to turn to the right, it is too big to reach another alley. So, he breaks a banister and a post of a duplex.
*Anna: Very good sense of humor. Intelligent, scientific. She knew from a very young age that she would not have children, but she takes care of my son when she sees him. She is also his godmother.
I tell a firefighter in the truck that they won't fix it. He gets out of the truck and follows us.
He says they'll fix it, but I don't believe him. My cousin tells me it's the same thing on her side. The firefighter leaves.
Afterwards, we got a bike and we left it in the center of a shop, with an industrial look, for it to be repaired.