Dream #1: The storm of anger

Dream: At the beginning of the dream, I find myself in the air a few meters above the ground and I see a scene unfold before my eyes. Gaëlle, a counselor with whom I already worked in a summer camp, has a conflict with a camper. I understand that the conflict was created because Gaëlle's ego was hurt and I point it out to her; which annoys her even more (when I talk to her, I'm always high up. but that doesn't seem weird in the dream)

Tension rises and a physical battle begins between Gaëlle and the camper. Then we all meet in the backyard of my parents' house. I am then on the ground. There are also other people with us. A storm is rising. There is wind, tension in the air and large, thick, filamentous clouds. The fence that separates my parents' yard from the neighbors' yard is immensely high, about 5 times higher than in concrete. A piece of this fence falls on us, because of the storm's wind. There is an atmosphere of fear and catastrophe. In my dream, I knew this was what was going to happen. Then the fence starts to collapse, piece by piece, and we try to protect ourselves. In my dream, I make the link with the changes of 2012 and I tell myself that what can help me is the strength of my conscience, so I start to do my recitation practice and the situation dissipates a little, as if I was getting out of this catastrophic reality. At the end of the dream, the fence has completely fallen to the ground, nothing separates the two yards.

Dream (second): As I leave the bathroom, I see my reflection in the mirror and it scares me very much. My face seems lifeless and I am thin, lifeless. When I get to my room to go to bed, I realize that my sheets are a little wet next to my pillow, which makes me panic even more because I don't understand how the sheets could have gotten wet without me being in my bed. I'm so scared that I decide to call my brother (with whom I actually live). I then hear him scream when he wakes up (it's night in my dream) as if he too was in panic. On the other hand, he arrives in my room shortly after and his attitude is calm and stable. I want to explain to him what's wrong and I want to take him to the bathroom, but the corner of the bathroom is all dark and we're afraid to go there. So we decide to stay in the kitchen. He then said: “Wait a bit, I’m going to make myself a toast and we’re going to talk about all that. » He has a reassuring attitude towards me. But then we notice that the bathroom light is on and we say to ourselves that there is something abnormal happening since no one has been there. My brother decides to go see and I follow him. When I walk towards the bathroom, it's as if I feel like I'm internally preparing to scream to attack a person or entity that might be there. Following.

Dream #2: Panic and confusion

Dream: In the first scene, I am with a group of people for an activity. People lie on the ground on their backs, lined up and at the beginning, I explain how the activity takes place (I don't remember what it consisted of). Then, I too am on the ground, lying on my back. At one point, I speak with Charles, who is next to me. He then puts his hand on my pubis, I realize that I am naked. So I feel like this is it, we'll start being a couple, but I'm both embarrassed since we're with other people and it's not appropriate. I point it out to him. Then, in my dream, I wake up to another scene. As if the first scene of the dream was a dream within my dream. On the other hand, when I wake up from my dream I am not in my bed, but in the bath, and what's more, I am not in my body, but just a little nearby. I see myself and I'm really panicking because I don't understand what's happening. I tell myself that I have to go. Finally, we don't really have time to look in the bathroom because there's a knock at the door. We look into the magic eye and there are several people lined up in front. They have unhealthy, crazy energy. I open the door and at that moment there is only one girl left trying to force her way into the apartment. I try to close the door on her but she manages to get in and stick a syringe in my arm and inject a liquid into me. I'm even more afraid because I tell myself that this liquid will amplify the madness that I feel rising within me. At the beginning of the second dream (I don't know where to insert this scene), I know that I feel certain that I have to go speak with Charles, and I even tell myself that I have to write him an email right away to set up an appointment -YOU. For several weeks, I have the impression of visiting memories of loss of contact with reality and I am making a link between these memories and my second dream. Sometimes it gets so intense that I feel like I'm going to pass out. These crazy states of consciousness really scare me. I feel them very close to my consciousness, very present, even when awake. Sometimes I feel (and I'm afraid) that something is going wrong inside me.

Dream #3: The half-whale, half-monster animal of Lock Ness

Dream: We are going down a road, my mother and I. On our left there is a lake. Arriving at the bottom of the slope, I see a strange animal in the lake, near the shore. A kind of whale crossed with the monster of Lock Ness! Half of his body is out of the water. My mother crosses a small barrier and enters the water to join him. I tell him not to go; the animal could be aggressive and I don't feel reassured, but she doesn't listen to me and seems very confident. My mother climbs on the back of the animal which, a little surprised, sends out a jet of steam, lets out a cry and opens its mouth. I see two large, white, square teeth inside its mouth. Fortunately, he is not at all aggressive. I am still stunned to witness such a scene and say to my mother “damn, I forgot my camera at the hotel” She replies “You just have to use your memories!” (n.b: the dream takes place in black/white)

Dream #4: Three beautiful flowering trees

Dream: I am in a large store with several floors, I pass between the departments on the ground floor. I would like to buy something pretty to welcome the people I receive on vacation (for example, I am looking for a scented candle, a pretty lamp, or a vase.) Then, I am on vacation in a large house in a small town or village. It's not a big city anyway. There, three men live together (strangers in reality but friends in the dream). Upstairs in the kitchen, one of them is making coffee (I think it's morning, they wake up and make breakfast). I say it's a good idea, I'll have coffee with them too. Afterwards I will go home because my vacation is over). (CONTINUED) Then I look out of the little kitchen balcony and see three magnificent flowering trees down in the yard. One of them is a frangipani and the other two are a type of Japanese plum tree. They look similar, they are big and the color of their flowers is pink and white. They are very flowery. I tell one of my friends that he is lucky to have such trees, especially since they grow with difficulty in our regions, because it is too cold (the frangipani in particular, I saw a lot of them when I lived in Vietnam, they are beautiful trees which give very fragrant flowers). Besides, I think that the season is not the warmest in the dream (more like late autumn or winter), but these trees really have a lot of flowers, it's exceptional.