Dream #1: Meeting my father

Dream #2: Looking for a door

Sharing: In concrete terms, I had an argument with my husband about order and cleanliness in the house. I felt that I was too eminent. I invoked intensively to calm myself and realized that I need to clear my negative memories so much, that I can no longer stand the disorder around me and I push too hard to change certain habits.

The first dream: I am with a very kind and handsome young man with me in a car with my mother. I'm starting to feel that I like him and that, perhaps, he likes me too. Suddenly there was a lot of water in the street. It was as if we were in the sea. There was even a big wave, but our car managed to overcome the wave. I started closing the windows so that water wouldn't enter the car that was floating on the sea.

Another dream in the same night: I am in Rome. It's a day of celebration in this town, the reason for which I don't know. I walk on the roofs of houses and arrive at a university courtyard that I don't know. I see a lot of young people smoking. I want to go home, but I don't know how. In front of the main gate of the university, I saw a young man sitting and his head is next to his body. He is dead. Someone told me that this young man cut off his head with a knife. I understood that he was rebellious. I enter the university and go down to the basement of the university where there are several doors and rooms. It's dark. I've been there before because I'm looking for the door that allowed me to get home. I say prayers while looking for this door. There is work everywhere. I enter a room where there is a big hole in the middle. I don't feel well and I'm going out quickly. I see that the young man's corpse is still there. I asked myself: “Why aren’t the state or the police doing anything about this corpse?” Outside, I find my husband and his presence reassures me. We go up stairs with people and I am still in front of the university gate. This time I saw the other door at the end of the courtyard where I can go out and go home without having to go down to the basement. I wonder why I haven't seen this door before. I'm in a place upstairs and I want to masturbate. My husband who is downstairs gives me a look like he knows what I'm doing and he's not happy.