Dream #1: Prostitution

The Dream: I am in the basement with several people. A guy watches a pornography video on the computer. Created secretly for public viewing, I recognize this video. I find it sad in the basement my brother-in-law Ronaldo and my sister Lucie arrive with my camera. To give it back to me while showing what they took, I watch a video on my cell phone. The ceiling is in bad shape, pieces of rock are falling on me. My mother doesn't want me to stay here. I tell him my laptop screen is already broken anyway, but that's not true. It's just so she stops picking on me. She is a little angry and insists that I go upstairs. I am in a room with a lady, she shows me 3 different software, of which I have the choice, before signing the contract, it is a contract which gives her profit. What she describes is false, because I know this software: electronic software, I used one. She says anything just to get me to sign the contract. She tells me the price to sign the contract: $150. I tell him what I know and leave. The lady wants to keep my money that I made while prostituting myself ($2000). I push her, take the money by force, and leave the building. My family is present with my cousin Yasmine and her husband Joselito. They know about all this. I'll have to explain myself. I'm at the restaurant at a table with my family and Joselito and Yasmine. they are all present for me to explain myself. they want to understand and have no judgment. Joselito asks me: “what do you want to do in life?” (knowing that I did prostitution, he wants to understand). I think for a long time to explain the situation well; my mother becomes impatient with my answer and thinks that I am not answering. I indicate to him by a gesture that I am thinking. She thinks I can amplify myself if I talk in my head. I don't agree and it distracts me. I respond to Joselito: "when I was little, I wanted to help people. I prostituted myself to help my family, who had money problems" (false in reality). When I found out what Lucie had done (got manipulated and had a lot of money stolen), I told myself that I would never make a mistake like that, how naive I was.