Dream #1: Guidance from heaven

Share: Here is a concrete, professional and current situation that I am experiencing and that my dreams announced 3 years ago through the work of the angels Menadel and Elemiah . In 2011, I moved to Switzerland to join my twin soul. After a few months of unemployment, several work contracts were offered to me (in energy), it was a great abundance from heaven and it was important to me to be able to make the best choice. At the same time, this choice was a collective responsibility since we had 2 children and were planning to have a 3rd. So I intensely asked for dreams to know if my path should be in company 1, 2 or 3. Here are two dreams (question: is it right for the evolution of my soul to go to company 1?)

Dream 1: I see 2 tall concrete buildings as if under construction. I'm in one of them. This is company 1. Upstairs, I am at the table with a colleague and people around us are chatting. People come in and out. This colleague tells me that given the proximity of the 2 buildings, there is a possibility that there will be competition. I tell him it's impossible, except if we're inside the courtyard below, where we could hear the others. At the same time, I know that I have to learn from this situation. At the beginning, overall view, I see that there is a construction of my social and relational world (2). Notion of establishing a solid structure in my professional relationships (and also notion of coldness, concrete: inert material). In this relational construction at the level of thoughts (causal world), there is the notion of exchange, sharing, movements of energies (entries, exits) therefore tinged with "competition", distrust vis-à-vis the other, of restraint or even absence of communication. My central self does not want to believe it (distrust of the causal level) and knows that on the concrete level, of matter, this on the other hand is possible.

Dream 2 : Company 2 is asking me for a big professional investment that is not compatible with the family. Heaven is simply showing me that implementing this collective structure would require a lot of inner energy that I could not then place in my inner family life, take care of my new projects. These dreams showed me my evolution program that I could have within this company. Heaven did not tell me yes or no, the choice was up to me but I could make it in full awareness... evolving in Company 2 described potential difficulties... I continued to ask for other dreams to have more certainty... another night, I received the following dream (question: is it right for the evolution of my soul to go to Company 2?): it is night. I head towards a slightly less frequented area. An Arab then a second one come to do pirouettes on a tree. The 2 fall badly and literally break their backs in 2. I continue on the path and arrive at a more frequented place. As if on the roof of a building, I see a drunken Arab wandering below. He staggers. I talk to him about esotericism and religion on the side hidden from my consciousness (night). Path = journey, evolution. This affects my relational strength, my dynamic of materialization in the relationship with the other (Arab). At the beginning, it is agile, flexible in connection with the emotional level (tree = structure) but which quickly breaks on the structural level (back + ground). Why? Because when I continue on this path I discover other collective parts and with great emotional dependencies, not necessarily open to changes. By analyzing these dreams, I chose company 1. Its wind energy development activities met my ideals of consciousness: the production of clean and collective energy on the level of thoughts. Naturally, I was undertaking an inner work that I was not yet aware of. The company has experienced a great expansion, notably thanks to the shareholding of a large city. The company therefore had a great responsibility in the use of these public resources. In recent months. The face of the company has changed because the public shareholder has asked questions about the financial management of its investments. From there, a media war between shareholders began, a drastic budget reduction, repeated layoffs. This created an internal climate of mistrust between employees and management, a withholding of information, unfounded doubts and sometimes denial. The situation to this day is not resolved and could last a few more months. Through this professional situation which is ultimately nothing other than an indirect karma with which I resonate, dream 1 in particular was materializing. On a daily basis, I can feel this mistrust, this lack of relational trust that heaven had announced to me. This reality is none other than the materialization of my internal competitions, my doubts and my internal governance conflicts. This situation also affects financial/political power, ego and the lure of gain. I understand through it, that at a certain level in relation to power I do not properly manage collective energy, I abuse the system and steal "my inner people". This feeds my ego and creates deep internal conflicts, a lack of fairness and transparency towards myself. The concrete situation can make one think of a mafia management of resources, where the public system is infiltrated and the resource monopolized for the benefit of one... I understand that heaven has a program for everyone, that my program is to learn not to judge and to de-dramatize. By undertaking the inner change with Menadel , another path will open up.

Dream #2: The colleague and the tire

Sign : Yesterday afternoon, after the school carnival, a colleague offered to drive me home since my car is currently in the garage waiting to be inspected following a traffic accident I had last Thursday. As we were leaving, we noticed that the front right tire of her car was cut. She told me that she tended to turn too close to the sidewalks and hit them. She wanted to go home like that but I didn't agree. I thought she could really damage the whole wheel like that. I offered to change the tire and in fact, it was the director, who was passing by at the time, who did it. And he said, speaking of a colleague, Valérie, that she had a lot of heart because she had invited all the colleagues to her house when Julie, a Canadian colleague, came for a cultural exchange. Julie was able to meet everyone. Then he said that I too had a lot of heart since I supported morally and financially a woman and her 3 Congolese children who were in great difficulty last year. and he added that I had to correct myself because I was getting worked up too quickly and too strongly towards the children. I took it as a sign, an invitation to work more intensely with the angel Menadel because, for me, it is still an indication that I have too much emissiveness and great impatience in me because I am too busy in the matter (I would like results more quickly), and that I have not yet really integrated the purpose of the work, the law of resonance. A fear hides behind this attitude, I think: that of not being loved if I disappointed, a very great emotional dependence and perhaps also the fear of giving in to a great laziness that I feel in me sometimes and of procrastinating.

Dream #3: The shopping center and the train station

I parked my car under the shopping center where I go regularly. I go to another store on foot, passing through an underground area that I don't recognize, but in reality, it exists... the 2 centers are not quite like in reality, it's bigger. I go up and down escalators several times. There are a lot of clothes, a lot of choice and it's tidy, but I think there's too much. I don't buy anything because I don't need anything and I hate shopping when there are too many things, it tires me and makes me dizzy. I go back down to the ground floor. I walk around in circles to find the exit from the store and return to my car. I pass through the hall of a station with large bay windows facing me. I see a great light in front of me, the sun is magnificent outside, but there is no exit that way. So I go all the way around the store and exit through a small side entrance. I think it doesn't make sense not to have a main entrance. I tell myself that they could have made several outings. Then, I am in the apartment of my daughter Myriam's godfather. It's an upstairs loft. I am with her. She bought a few clothes, but without exaggeration. There is also Karine, her best friend. Then they both go for a walk. I watch them leave from behind and pass under the underground at the beginning of the dream and I see Karine from behind in a skirt. She looks younger than now (15 years old), maybe 10 years old. I say to myself, she's wearing a skirt again. (She wore them every day throughout her childhood and has not worn them at all since adolescence.) Then there is a man with me. He packs his bags. Among his belongings, he takes the clothes that Myriam bought to also put them in his suitcase. He is going to give them to his daughter (?). It's not fair, because he tells me that it's a punishment for Myriam. I don't understand her action, Myriam did not behave in a way that deserves punishment. Then I realize it's my husband and ask him not to do this, he can't do this to his daughter whom he loves so much. I'm sad that he's so cold and uncaring and angry too and I really don't understand his attitude. Then I snuggle into his arms and tell him I love him and want us to be together again. He left me for someone else. I cry. It stays cold. Sign when I wake up, music in my head: Elisa by Serge Gainsbourg. I have always hated Gainsbourg... he disgusts me. But I think the link with this song is actually linked to the film Elisa, which really touched me when I saw it a few years ago. Here is the summary: a 17-year-old girl, placed in the DDASS when she was three, at the time of her mother's suicide, leaves to settle her scores, in search of her father whom she believes responsible for the tragedy which cost life to his mother. Godfather of my daughter: a fairly solitary person, very introverted. He has no children and works all the time. Oh and it's his birthday today, April 8th!!! what I would like to add is that he lost his sister who died in an avalanche when we were 10 years old. This tragedy affected me a lot and it took me a very long time to stop thinking about it. Karine: a part of me that shows me my slightly rebellious and restless teenage sides, in every way. I always say, “It looks like a little kitten climbing all over the place.” » my husband, my inner man: introverted person, with a big heart, a lot of gentleness and kindness, but who expresses his feelings very little and who is not very tactile and who is always at a certain physical distance from others. Even with family he is not very expressive in his gestures, which is sometimes difficult for me because I don't always feel well surrounded. He also has insecurities. He very often dreams that he is in snowy landscapes, that he loses his children, he is also often on trains where he prepares his military kit and that it is never complete. (In Switzerland we have a militia army and he did his compulsory service until the age of 34) he also sometimes dreams that he is in pajamas or a bathrobe while he makes a presentation in front of his colleagues from work. He dreams of his work very often. I think I visit the distortions: materialist philosophy and person too busy in the matter. I feel like this. Exhaustion, coldness, isolation.

Dream #4: The laundry room and the argument

Share : I asked Menadel to help me transform myself by transforming the way I see work:

Dream : I am in a house with family and other people. I want to go to the toilet and enter with 2 people in a room on the ground floor, it is a well-appointed laundry room, it comes from Roger's parents (ex-husband, kind, generous, wants to save the planet and can't do it, takes responsibility for others and exhausts himself in this way). It is our wedding house and his parents paid for it, installed it with their practical criteria, their logic. I realize only at this moment the enormous sum of money invested in it, and that I was not aware of it (his parents = material and intellectual abundance, emotional coldness, rituals, rigid structures, father put everything into his work, mother had breast cancer). The room is a bit abandoned because it is too much and therefore not used. I see 1 toilet in the middle, like on a dome, but the wood of the seat is all rotten. I say "this is not good, I'm going to do it like that!" Scene: we leave Sophia (friend, works Angéologie, recognizes her mistakes, good will, erroneous concepts, rudeness, emotional dependencies, depolarization, masculine), Isaac (eldest son 18 years old, gentle, kind, very receptive, can't be active, doesn't know what to do with his life, depressed) and 1 or 2 boys. It's back to school for Isaac. Outside it's the seaside, very bright, summer atmosphere. At one point we are afraid of being late, we have wandered around too much. Scene on a low wall where Isaac sings and one of the younger boys, darker, makes another voice. I am enthusiastic, fascinated. Sophia doesn't follow too much, is a little sulky. We have to cut it short, the boys leave alone directly for school. I want to tidy up what's there then go and sit at the edge of the water, behind us lower down. The atmosphere between Sophia and me is not fluid. A little further on, I want to take what the boys left, I think "damn Isaac left his shoes" and show them to Sophia, because I'm not sure if they are hers. A person comes in front and takes something, it was not Isaac's. There are things abandoned on a staircase, 1 pair of men's swimming shorts; when I lift it up I see that it is torn, it makes 2 sides like a skirt, I think "maybe it's done on purpose*. There is 1 broken dental mirror, 2 necklaces on 1 wooden post. Sophia points to one to take. I want to unhook it when 2 little girls come from behind, one hangs on my arm to take the necklace too. I talk to them, educate them, explain to them in French what they have done, sometimes German comes and I correct it. At one point one says speaking of herself: "the prettiest". I correct it by speaking of "two pretty little girls". At the end they are in my arms, I am almost finished when Sophia comes from behind, makes 1 ironic comment in German. I am irritated and answer her in German., I see that she is jealous, in criticism and judgment. I manage to finish with the girls, get up and walk, angry with Sophia, tell her that she acted like girls to throw themselves at someone without respect. Without attention. I don't like it as I say but it's stronger than me. Sign: having just argued with Sophia I want to meditate and ask for help to understand what is happening because the arguments come back all the time, it's hellish. I settle down on my mat when I see a chip on my right on the floor. I grab it and settle back down: a second one lands on the Menadel page in front of me! when I go back into meditation: the phone rings: I see written: 2 calls, the old one from Roger my ex-husband (kind, sociable, quick-witted, environmentalist too intellectual, needs recognition, wants to help everyone, is often exhausted) and that of Manon l. (structured, very practical too energetic, emissive, too square) a friend. I can continue to meditate on these signs...thank you!