Dream #1: The lady with colored hair

The dream: I find myself in Rachel Marcouiller's house.

Share of the dreamer: woman of power who was not really fair, drug use, easy sex, very extroverted, she liked to shock by dyeing her hair in blue, purple, etc. She was also very controlling. She was responsible for a family home, which she and other women had created. She used this resource for personal purposes and after a while was fired. She was the director. So I visit an inner part of me that represents these distortions, control, use of resources for personal gain. She stays in a very big house and has a nice big room, then she receives visitors. The dream concerns social and collective memories since she receives a lot of people.

Continuation of the dream: A family, a black man with his wife and daughter, it seems that they are going to move in with her. She decides to change rooms and take a smaller one, saying: “As there are three of you and I am alone. That would make sense,” she said. I found his gesture beautiful, I had visited his room which was really large and very well appointed. The move is done with the help of several people... I know that I find myself lying in a bed, could it be mine? I meet lots of new people. Then I discovered that the house is a bit like a commune, there are a lot of people living there. I find myself with all the people I met during the move and even before. There is a notion of meals eaten where there are earwigs in the end of our plate, some only push them away, I find it disgusting... I am no longer hungry. In a large room, it is ceremonial a bit like a workshop... Then there is a celebrant who begins to speak, at the front of the room. I sit to the right of Rachel and then during the speech which begins, Rachel puts her hand on my head, I become hypnotized with a certain awareness but unable to react and feel as if at the mercy of what is being said. I even lose my tone and Rachel replaces me because I slide under my chair. It's as if she opened me up to what is being said and it enters me as if it becomes my truth... is it a cult? I don't necessarily want to experience this but it's as if my personal will and my discernment were taken away from me... I can only receive his teachings.

Sharing from the dreamer: I wake up with a very intense pain in the cervical spine in my back and to the right. I can't move at first then the pain is very intense but I manage to get up from my bed in concrete terms. I feel stuck and the pain goes from my cervical spine to the right back into my shoulder and even my elbow. When I move my neck or my shoulders it is very painful and when I roll my shoulder in a circle to help me it cracks all the way around I look in the mirror and see that my neck is very straight.

Dream #2: Hamster on the menu

The Dream: I was with a famous man, but I can't remember who it is. I found myself in a very small car which was white with 4 seats. At one point we had to carry the car, it was light. We had to carry her at arm's length (there were 4 of us in the car) because we had to go over a hedge and there was a lady hanging up her laundry. The car ended up on top, suspended between the hedge and the clotheslines. The lady told us that we must be hungry and that she has some hamsters that will soon be ready to eat and that we will have to come back in two weeks, it bothers me to have to eat small animals.