Dream #1: Horse racing

Dream: On a dirt road, I saw horses galloping. They were magnificent and very powerful. I was with my father. It was a horse race, in which they raced in groups of 2 next to each other. I wondered if they had enough space to pass. We saw 3 of them going into a clearing to join a forest path. I wondered if they were going to go to the same place. As they passed, their footsteps created furrows in the dirt road, and with each passage the furrows dug deeper and deeper. From 2 to 3 feet, then even up to a meter, but that didn't slow the horses down. They continued at the same pace, although the furrows became almost as hollow as their height under the earth. I then saw that some had found themselves in a pool of water next to the path. They were sinking and becoming stuck in the water. My father and Serge, as well as other men, went into the water to free them and save them. I wondered if I was strong enough to go into the water to free them too. I then signaled in the distance to stop the race, not to send any other horses. But I saw that other men with shaved heads seemed to have already taken it further. I then went into the water and discovered that it was a yellow car that was sinking 10-20 meters deep and sinking a horse at the same time. Without really knowing how, I managed to free myself from what now seemed to be a person and we returned to the surface. There was then the notion that Maria (my partner) and I were in a shopping center parking lot. I was sitting on the sidewalk, with my back to the mall, facing a taxi, and I was crying. I was relieved but at the same time I had some restraint because I didn't know if it was okay to cry. I told myself that yes, it was normal after what I had experienced. I had a terrible feeling of emptiness in relation to the shopping center, because what it represented no longer interested me. Aline was a little distant.