Dream #1: I gave birth alone

Share: This is a nightmare like I get regularly. Every time I wake up from these intense nightmares, I thank Heaven that I have such a beautiful life despite the negative forces that inhabit me. I feel infinite gratitude towards this program of mine: a happy and balanced concrete life versus an intense unconscious.

Dream: At first, it's as if I had received two dreams at the same time, simultaneous, because scene 3 is a continuation of scenes 1 and 2 without one preceding the other .

Scene 1: I just gave birth alone in 1h30 when I thought I wouldn't have any more children. I then have to go to the laboratory to carry out blood tests. Madeleine, my older sister, works there in spite of herself: I can see from her face that she is not happy to be there. I then make an appointment for my analyzes with a secretary who has the wrong agenda. I tell him that this is not the right date. Then she offers me an offer on bags: I refuse because we already have too many things at home but I say to consult my husband Luc (so he doesn't get angry). As usual, maybe he'll want it back... And that's indeed the case.

Scene 2: I'm leading a Pilates class. (In concrete terms, I am training for this method. I have completed the fundamental level and I run two courses per week in an association). There are a lot more people than expected. Some people are not focused and do anything. I grab one and put it back. I tell Émilie (head of the association in which I work) that I cannot do quality work with so many people. For her part, although she participates in the class, Émilie practices her Qi Gong.

Scene 3: I am in a building in a city. Outside, I see a factory exploding. A cloud of black smoke forms and ashes begin to fall.

Share: What is interesting is that just a few days ago the Lubrizol factory exploded in Rouen in concrete terms. Apparently, I am not concerned because I do not live there but in this dream, the Law of Resonance shows me otherwise. Even the collective news that is on the news and which does not directly concern my life resonates with my memories. This is something I experience very often.

Dream #2: Burned in the car

Dream: In a car, people burn and come out with incandescent skin. I tell myself that they need water, but I don't know how to do it. Before the cloud reaches the building we are in, we talk about it with Luc and think about taking shelter at home, but that is not possible, because everything catches fire as the embers fall. On the way, we pass a cosmetics store where a beautician offers hair color samples. The machine that made these samples has not yet been broken by the disaster and the saleswoman is taking advantage of it before it is no longer possible. Then, like many people, we put ourselves in a city lake. I stand under a tree with its feet in the water while Luc has our youngest child put his head in the water. After a long wait, there are no more ashes falling. So we decide to head back home. The air in the city is all dusty. Our shoes are quickly covered. I'm thinking of putting a pale pink scarf over my mouth to breathe less dust. It's Luc who takes care of our child. I wonder what our life expectancy will be after this disaster.

Share : I am aware that this dream highlights many distortions (destructive forces, dark and explosive thoughts, lack of investment in my role as a mother and trivialization wealth than being a mother, selfishness, superficiality...), important and profound elements to work on to continue to do internal cleaning and I thank you with all my heart for helping me to deepen these percentages of my unconscious. What also questions me is the dimension of my dreams for several months. The theme of the collective could have been present in my dreams before but now, it is regularly that there are a lot of people or even incredible crowds with several thousand people... What does that mean?