Dream #1: Lethal injection

I am a spectator of the scene.. I know that I was raped by my father, and a doctor places me in a cold room to preserve my body and kill me without a trace. I don't feel emotions, I'm fatalistic. It seems that the doctor is also guilty of my rape. He writes a prescription and gives it to a nurse. When she reads it, she is surprised, because there are two injections to be given and she wonders why there is not just one lethal injection. She understands that the first injection is intended to erase the traces of a seven-week-old child born from rape... She does both injections... I am sad for the baby, but not for me... then I realize that as it was the result of rape, I could not have kept it.

Dream #2: The turbulent student

Sharing: I am a teacher and I am experiencing a difficulty with a student (Simon) aged around 10 years old. On several occasions since the start of the year, he has completely lost control of himself, which has created complex, sometimes violent situations. Each time I took the time to chat with him to try to understand him. In addition, I had several interviews with his parents. During the last incident, I was firm with him so that his very dysfunctional attitudes stopped. I informed the parents that Simon regularly distorts reality and what adults say, even in front of them. There was a calmer period. A few days ago, the day after an interview with him and his parents, where everyone was able to express themselves and where the energy was more serene (I was able to note the efforts he was making and the way of which he had repaired his last slip), he no longer wanted to come to school, seeing in me somewhat the cause of his problems. This situation made me question myself a lot and I didn't feel good at the start of the Christmas holidays. This worried me and, knowing the law of resonance, I decided to ask Heaven why I was experiencing this situation, what I had to understand about it and how I could improve it. I am sharing three dreams with you for which I would be interested in receiving some clarification.

1st dream: I saw myself in the apartment where I had lived about 10 years earlier. I was stopping with my wife. We wanted to take a shower. The walls were dirty and there was mold. The owner of the apartment (representing a person who always had conflicts and was often cold) noticed that we were in the apartment and came to see us. Surprisingly, she was very nice. She said we could finish our shower and at the end we would have to give her the key back. Then, outside, in front of the apartment, there was my new car, (family station wagon) which was parked, but instead of being white like in reality, it was gray. On the left rear door the car had been rammed and the mark left was in the shape of a square, with a negative symbol in it, which looked something like a skull and crossbones.

2nd dream: The dream takes place in the street. There is the army and fighting. I have to intervene. A man points his gun at me, I stand in front of him and I feel his gun against my stomach. Miraculously, he doesn't shoot me and I survive. I manage to control it, and ask other people around me for help quite intensely. Everyone is moved. Then the daughter of Mrs. Gomez (a mother of a student at the school, which represents a mother who often gives lessons, she hardly listens to what is said to her and makes a fuss over little things) raises a gun towards the sky; I tell the girl quite bluntly that the weapons have already done enough damage. Mrs. Gomez responds that I don't have good energy to talk to her daughter. I don't turn around, I'm leaving and I don't want to answer that.

3rd dream: We are in the hall of a large concert hall in Geneva. A man comes close to me walking with many other men behind him, as if to intimidate me. He says that if I tell him he shouldn't touch me, he can still do it and acts imposing.