Dream #1: Struck by lightning

Share: Last summer I was struck by lightning. About a week before, I had a dream that had quite an impact on me, but I could never understand it. Something tells me, however, that there might well be a connection between this dream and my incident.

Dream: I arrive at my grandparents' house where I grew up (which burned down about 6 years ago). I drive a vehicle and I am alone. It's dark, I can't see anything, but I know where I am. I parked behind the house (unusual because we always parked in front). I got out of the car and entered the house where in reality there was never a door. I don't know what I went inside to do and came out. When I get out, it's very dark and I tell myself that I have to be careful because I have a feeling that there might be someone in my car who wants to attack me. I go there, I get in the car in the driver's seat. It's still dark. I turn around and in the back seat, in the middle, there is a man. I don't see him but I know it's a man. The only thing I see is white on his chest, a bit like a light. He's ready to attack me and I'm scared but I tell him: "Wait, not now, you have to wait" (or you have to wait, I'm not sure anymore). Immediately after this, there is a scene change. I find myself in broad daylight, walking through the forest on a dirt road. I feel a presence with me but see no one. I don't know if it's the same person from the first scene, but I don't feel anything bad in this presence, just like someone accompanying me. The green of the trees occupies a large place in the landscape and it is very beautiful. I walk and suddenly there is a clearing on my right. At the bottom of this clearing, there is a man dressed all in white with a white baby stroller covered with a white blanket (I can't see if there is a baby or not). This person is facing me and to their right there is a white car. A very long and old model, but the car is like new. When I saw this person in white, I felt fear like when I got into the car in the first scene, because this is probably the same person who was there to attack me. I continued my walk a little further into this green forest and suddenly I saw the white car in front of me which was backing up in a hurry. There was a small clearing to my left and I saw this man in white, pushing this baby stroller covered with a white blanket, running in the opposite direction of my path, but towards the forest, not on the path . In front of me there was a crate of beer on the path and in my dream I understood that I had just caught them doing something. I felt like it was some kind of exchange and that I shouldn't have been there at the time, that I had interrupted something and they had to run away. The case of beer in front of me told me I had just interrupted something bad.

Share: My dream ends like this. I've asked myself a lot of questions since that lightning bolt hit me and there's this dream that always comes back to me.

Dream #2: Impossible to express myself

Share: Here is some information to give you context: I am currently taking care of my grandmother who is at the end of her life. We don't live in the same city, but I go to see her often and I am the agent for her. She had 4 daughters, including my mother and only one daughter is still living. When my mother died, almost 30 years ago, she took me in and took care of raising me. So I consider her my mother. She fell ill 8 years ago.

Dream: So here is the dream in question. (My aunt and her husband also take care of my grandmother in the concrete) I am at the long-term care center where my grandmother lives. She is at the end of her life and we are in a way on the alert because we do not know how long this end will last. She and I are together in her room and suddenly my aunt and her husband arrive. Her husband is wearing gray pants and a bright red sweater. He starts to tell me that we're going to have to review Grandma's expenses since she's finishing up (he's really borrowing that word). My heart aches and I try as best I can to keep calm, which I succeed in quite well. As he seems to be waiting for a reaction and a response from me, I ask him if he has finished telling me what he has to say. He tells me yes and as I try to answer him, I feel like my mouth is paralyzing. The words come out with difficulty and my voice is no longer the same. I'm angry at the same time because I believe that the time has indeed come to settle these issues once and for all, but I am unable to say anything! He and my aunt look at me and seem satisfied to see that I can't say anything, so I must agree with what they say. Grandma looks at me and she says no, she doesn't agree and I try again to say what I think but in vain. I start crying out of helplessness and frustration. I wake up there, with this dissatisfaction of not having been able to say or do anything when I have to protect my grandmother and ensure that her last wishes will be respected, even before she dies.