Dream 1: Between New York and Montreal

Dream: I am pregnant. We are sitting on a terrace with Laetitia and another person I don't know. Pauline passes by, but she doesn't see us. I call her, she comes back. I met a lover and I tell them about it. He has a recording studio in New York and we're going to open another in Montreal, we'll live in both places. I will help him with everything administrative. I am very happy.

Share: Laetitia and Pauline: school friends (between 11 and 16 years old), rebellious and funny. Laetitia: enthusiastic but when she is negative, she is destructive (she is Omael ); many dependencies. Pauline: teacher and 2 beautiful children, marginal, also has dependencies.

Dream #2: The hug is too long

Dream: I am in a spiritual group workshop. I don't know why, but I was ready to leave a day before because I lived far away. I kissed everyone. I hugged a man who wouldn't let go of me. I thought this hug was a little too long... I said: “This is our family. We don’t need to go looking for happiness, with everything we have in the present moment.” Then I had in my hands a stick about 6 feet long and 5 cm in diameter. At both ends it was conical in shape. The stick was splitting in the middle. It was held firmly by two magnetic fields (magnets). There was a strap that kept it from coming apart.

Dream #3: Recovery

Share: I received this dream while working with Angel 70 during his reign.

Dream: I dream that I am in a recovery center for young people in difficulty. I see one of the guards at the center, or a man of authority who works there. He tells me that he is happy in the evening, and relieved to close the main door with the latch that he shows me. Then I know that I have a room on the 2nd or 3rd floor in this center, even if I am not really part of it. I seem to be in room 12 and I know that I have all the keys to the center, including those to the main door. I put away and hide my keys in my room… I know that a young man from the center spots me and seems to covet the keys. I then find myself on the ground floor, with a young girl who has a magical power: that of crossing walls. I tell him that this young man will surely grab the keys and I ask him to go and protect them. Telling her this, I grab her arm and look at her seriously, she is surprised that I manage to catch her, even though she has the power to be impalpable. She goes there, and before leaving, she also seems to be attracted by the fact of leaving the center, she says to me: “I can dream of it…”. I tell him that you absolutely must grab these keys before the young man, because it can be very dangerous if he has them.

Dream #4: The torture museum

Share: I went to a museum on medieval 'justice' where the instruments of torture of the Inquisition were presented. I couldn't go all the way around, my heart hurt and I cried, feeling in me human suffering: the physical suffering of those questioned, of those tortured in their flesh, but also the suffering of the judges, the suffering behind their fears of beauty, of femininity, of the other, of sexuality...

Dream: The night before, I dreamed that I was torturing a child, tied up. I hit him with my right hand, with a kind of iron (the old ones, made of very heavy metal, which we placed on the fire to heat them) all over his body. The child did not cry, did not show pain. We were in my grandmother's kitchen, there was just the table.

Sharing: What is the symbolism behind torture, hurting others, in general, but also in a more specific way: I think that each form of torture also has its more precise meaning... For example: a necklace of metal made of heavy nails which tear the flesh little by little down to the bones, with each movement. Drink a large quantity of water and then hit the swollen stomach. Quarter. Beating to break bones... There are so many other ways... Evil is educational, yes! But I feel so sad at this ingenuity to hurt!