Dream #1: Two dreams

Share: I had two very simple dreams but the meaning of which partly escapes me. I'm sure they can help me move forward.

Dream: In the first dream, I see my mother, she is dressed magnificently, beautiful shimmering colors emanate from her, but she has a black visor (a cap with nothing to protect her head, that of athletes) , she doesn't realize that it ruins her outfit and that it even makes her look ridiculous. In the second dream, I walk on something and I realize that it is a gigantic black horse, it gets up and I stay on it but I am not afraid I look it straight in the eyes because I know that I can control him and in fact he sits down very slowly.

Dream #2: Hell

Share: Lucid dreaming, usually I control my dreams but not this one. I would call it “hell”. The day following this dream I learned that my boyfriend had a car accident and was in a coma and in the same week I learned that mom had cancer. I don't know if this has a connection. I'm 21 years old and this is not my first nightmare. Thanks for the interpretation.

Dream: Lying in bed, I feel something rising. It's not water but like gray souls, it rises to the point of drowning me. I stand up and the level has followed, my feet no longer touch the ground, I feel like I'm in an ocean. I realize I'm in a bad dream and I tell myself I need to wake up, I pinch myself and it doesn't work, usually it always works and I wake up. I panic and try to find another way to wake up: I have to open my eyes. I take both hands and try to open my eyelids and then I really feel like I'm awake, but no, I find myself sitting on a chair as if someone is holding me, unable to move. There is a man who asks me questions (like the demon). I don't understand what he says. Another man tattoos the question on my chest. It's bleeding, I feel like I'm in hell, there's fire, it's red everywhere. I take both hands again to try to open my eyelids, I am aware that I am sleeping. I touch my eyes and they are closed. There, I wake up lying in my bed all sweaty, I say to myself: It's normal, I've just had a big nightmare, I'm getting more and more wet and my bed is becoming like an ocean; still the feeling of drowning like at the beginning of the dream. I try to open my eyes again with my hands, being sure that this time I was really awake. I get up to get a glass of water and as I leave my room, I see a guy I went to high school with (just an acquaintance) and there I say to myself “Tabarnacle” I am still in a dream. The guy is eating an apple and the shadow of the apple on the wall looks like a silhouette of a bat and then I pass out and wake up for real.

Dream #3: The Captured Coach

Dream: I see my brother who has to leave to train a group of young people. My brother is a handball coach. Then my brother tells us by phone that he has been captured and beaten and that he is going to die. I find myself in my current room and I want to move the furniture and there I see my father (my father represents someone very negative for me) coming out of the bathroom shirtless. He stops and wants to come into my room to comment. It makes me terribly angry. I don't want him to get into my privacy. Then I take him out and he goes to the living room. I am in my childhood living room. My mother receives a call saying that he is still alive and she hands me the phone to please my mother but it's not my help he needs and I pass the phone back to him. There, he asks my mother for help to take him to his training because it is dark. The last scene takes place during the day. My mother is going to go pick up my brother and I ask her if she wants me to call my sister-in-law to find out what really happened. She tells me no, that he will speak when he wants. I don't want to listen to it.