Dream #1: Alcohol in the hospital

The dream: With another person, I am in a patient's room (maybe it's my maternal grandmother? I don't really remember). We substitute a glass of pure alcohol for his medicine, placed in a cup on the floor. We are very careful because this is not allowed. I came to pick up my mother from the hospital in secret. I'm with a nurse (my sister?). The area is already cordoned off by the police. We go outside a covered parking lot to collect my car (this is my car in reality, namely a light gray metallic Renault Mégane, company car). I make my mother wait outside and tell the nurse to wait with her (we have to be careful and not be spotted). My mother is weakened. I'm going to my car. It is parked upstairs in the parking lot. She is alone, others having already left the parking lot. There are men active in this corner of the parking lot (following the alert). I'm afraid it won't be easy to get my car out because there are a lot of bulky items in it. I'm in quite a hurry, a man sees it and helps me, but he is challenged by my attitude. Fortunately my mother stayed outside, otherwise we would have been spotted. End of the dream.

Sharing from the dreamer: My mother, an overly eminent woman (I have a homosexual tendency); in the dream she is weakened. My sister, a woman with a dominant tendency; in the dream I feel more "homey" OR less threatening to me. Alcohol: is it the “emotional dependence” aspect or the more medical side of purification? State of mind the day before: revolt in relation to my recent professional situation where I feel abused, even humiliated: I know however that I over-react in relation to concrete reality.

Dream #2: Should I leave?

Share from the dreamer: I am a 67 year old woman and this is my dream.

The dream: I found myself in an evening of prayer. There were several people there that I didn't know and one that I knew and who was the instigator of the evening. She was leading and I didn't feel in my place and I tried to internalize myself and it didn't work because I didn't feel in my place in this group and I felt guilty for not being like the others. I was afraid that it would bring me more sadness, which I try to avoid because it is happiness that I seek. The evening ended with people leaving and I didn't know if I should leave too.

Dream #3: At the Royal Palace

The dream: I am in the royal palace of England. It is a bit like my family. It is night. Kaya teaches. I am with him outside the palace in the room of my 15-month-old baby, Clémence. I want to put her back to bed. It is dark. There is a large hole in the ground under the window inside the room. The parquet floor has been removed. It is filled in 3/4. I rock her. A UCM volunteer came to put 3 Tibetan bowls containing jewelry on her bed, including a pair of white pearl earrings (She represents for me a spiritual person with beautiful concepts and who sometimes has difficulty materializing). Kaya tells me that a woman who is discovering teaching has signed up for the DSSI training , she is American. We go to see her. She is doing an exercise on dreams. She is crying. She ran away from home because her husband arrived with his mistress and was violent with her. She has 3 young adult sons. The first son is upset. I see two of the sons: the second one punches the first one on the right cheek. They are crying too, fighting. Then I see myself in the lobby of the royal palace, wearing a long, frilly ball gown in dull turquoise blues. I am going to bow to the Queen of England. I see girls reciting in front of the Queen through the crack in the door so I wait. Then other "debutantes" like me arrive (referring to the debutantes ball which is a ball that introduces young people to society). They are dressed in leggings and white, red and gold striped sweaters. They do not have ball gowns. A woman from the palace approaches me and wants to alter my dress to adjust it to my size. She puts in pins. My paternal uncle comes and removes the pins. There, the woman says that I am pregnant with a fourth child. I panic and faint. (My uncle represents in the + simplicity, common sense, kindness. Protection, in the - has never traveled outside his region). Then, I see a young boy of about ten years old that I protected a lot in the absence of his father. His father returns from the war 1914-1918. He has a head accident. I go to the toilets and then I hear banging, I understand that it is the father, alone in a dining room, who bangs his head on the table. He has cut the back of his head at the level of the Medula Oblongata. I come out of the toilets, I see his head bathed in blood and am frightened. His friend joins him and helps him. I go straight on, I know that he gets out of it because I know in advance the rest of the story that is why I do not stop. I want to go see Kaya: I see Kasara in white discreetly who lets him finish talking to a person. He leaves the room. In the hallway, a girl and her mother join him, the girl holds out a precious handkerchief containing her mother's first dream. She wants to show it to Kaya who welcomes her. Then he sees that I am upset and that I want to talk to him. He approaches me. We look at each other. I wake up Elizabeth II, Queen of the United Kingdom.

Share of the dreamer: For me (the dreamer), Queen Elizabeth II represents in the: +: person who devoted her life to her mission which was transmitted to her by her father. Regardless of the content of her mission, I had seen a program explaining that she had never missed an appointment, that she read all the reports that were sent to her, etc... For this she got up early on morning and devoted all his time to it, even at his advanced age. in the -: coldness, her husband has always been in the background, control over her family, especially over her family's emotional life.