Dream #1: An unexpected arrival...

Sharing: Here is a dream that I received more than 5 years.

Dream: I just discovered that I am about 5 months pregnant. Kasara touches my belly and says that the baby will not be born before the month of September.

"I am both happy and really disappointed, and I even blame myself regarding this 4th child, for not having conceived it with more awareness, even though I have more Knowledge and truly wanted to conceive a child with Awareness."

Kasara silently makes me understand that indeed it is not ideal to conceive a child this way. Then she touches my belly again and tells me that the child still has a large opening.

Then I wonder concretely how my husband and I will need to reorganize our lives for this child: in terms of my work, fatigue, attention given to the other children, diving back into early childhood with all its constraints, how to continue my DSSI training, putting other projects on hold.

Then I will announce the news to my husband who is not very enthusiastic, as he did not want a 4th child, but he accepts the news.

Dream #2: Healing without judging

Dream: Two men are going to be operated on, the surgeon goes with them, they walk, the surgeon with a vengeful satisfaction.

"I take him aside and talk to him to encourage him to be neutral and professional, I tell him the qualities he has to be a doctor, an intelligence, extraordinary abilities, etc., and that he must use them rightly."

We go back to the two men, we go down the stairs, he makes a remark to me that I need a perfume or something like that for my bad breath, I react positively by acknowledging yes, and that I will take care of it.

Dream #3: Wild fire

Dream: I am at the University and I see Sébastien (ex-partner, % who lacks confidence and values himself by appearances). I talk to him and ask how he is doing, and he tells me that he has met someone, but he doesn't want to see her for more than a few days or weeks.

In my head, I was analyzing this situation to better understand his state of mind, and I was telling myself that it surprised me, because I knew he was someone who was very attached in love. I tell Sébastien that I am going to the bathroom. 

I am going to the bathroom to look at myself in the mirror. I see that I have a few pimples on my face and I tell myself that I could cover them up with makeup. I cover them with a bit of skin-colored makeup; while doing this, I was wondering if it was right not to be natural. 

Then I look at my lips and I see that I have the beginning of a cold sore. I wasn't surprised, I had been feeling for a few days that it was going to manifest.

I come out of the bathroom and I see my current partner arriving and I am happy to see him, we hug and then I talk to him about what happened.

Sharing : *I woke up with a wild fire exactly where I had been shown it in the dream. And, like in the dream, I had been feeling it coming for several days...