Dream #1: This handsome man who attracts me so much

Share: My situation at the time: I was temporarily separated from my partner and had met a man younger than me. Just very intense looks, a very attractive, even magnetic attraction. A meeting without speaking, mixed with desire, fear, emotions and shyness. It was all very strong.

Dream: I am on the first floor of my house in the living room (I live in a building) and am with my children (1 girl and 1 boy). I'm there saying to myself: this isn't going to work, he'll never wait for me. I end up going down the stairs that lead to the ground floor. This staircase is spiral (like my building) it is white with a pretty light. I arrive downstairs, it's not a public bar, but the kind of bar in a hotel, a little private. There is the bartender: a mature, wise man with a mustache. He's the boss. There is also the handsome man. And, surprise, this man who attracts me so much was waiting for me. I can't believe it! What immense happiness. He is handsome, his gaze is intense with happiness, too. He has a white sweater. He sits on a stool facing the stairs. He looks at me with love. As I go to reach it, the bartender makes a remark and there, the young man's white sweater turns into a black leather jacket. He jumps up, goes violently towards the bartender and goes to fight with him. An incredible violence emerges from the dream at that moment. I scream, “stop, stop, no. Stop”… I beg. I run towards the “lover”, lock his arms, hold him very tightly so that the fight stops. I am in immense disappointment and I am crying. The matter having calmed down, I let go of the handsome man, I leave this bar alone and sit down on a bench. It's dark, a slight light. I rest for a long time. Suddenly, there’s the “lover” again who comes to join me on the bench. He sits to my right. My mother walks in front of us at that moment. She is dressed in black and makes a comment to us. He and I reply together: “What does it matter to you!” A little later, the handsome man gets up, grabs my left hand, pulls me and drags me with him, saying to me “but what are you doing with this guy (the father of my children) like you are? ...and we leave into the night.

Share: During this period of looking, there were dreams of volcanoes, apocalypses, rain of ashes on couples, very strong visions. In life I have never been able to approach or really meet this man. Twice I could have, when people who came to speak to me prevented this meeting. Once it was a nurse and another time a cardiologist. I think I understood what this young man brought to the surface, what needed to be taken care of in my memories. It was during this time that I journeyed toward dream work and that path led me to you.