Dream #1: The love that could not stay

Dream: In my dream, I remember a situation from the past: The day on which two of my female cousins, dark brown with long hair got married, and I married Damien (lack of responsibility taking, over-emissivity, superficial behavior, avoiding confrontation, distorting the truth to maintain harmony).

Whilst they look abundant and radiant, I felt trepidation, but went through with the wedding anyway. A few friends and I look at the wedding pictures. In the picture, I’m wearing a very tasteful white lace dress and holding a big white flower with tubular petals.

I look very stern and worried as I walk down the aisle (outside), while everyone else is smiling and happy. I tell my friend: “This is what someone who doesn't want to get married looks like.”

I went through with the wedding, because I was too far in, and I couldn’t let Damien down on the wedding day. It feels awful, horrible, and I feel bad. As if I didn't have enough love in me. I did love him and didn't understand why I was feeling like this and why I could not continue the relationship.

He is now married and has 1 child & lives in another country (this is also the case in « reality »). There is some nostalgia that the relationship didn't work out and I am still trying to understand why.

Dream #2: The life that lasted 127 years

Sharing: In connection with this dream, I think I received a past life...

Dream: In the dream, I had a spiritual life, who helped the family, nourished my children and supported many others. I lived long, 127 years old, but at the end of my life, I felt deeply lonely because everyone - my father, mother, sister, even my son died before me.

Dream #3: Are you ready to never fight?

Dream: I'm at home with my mom and my dad. My mom suddenly discovers that in the pillow, there's a woman's voice. We don't know what to do. It seems as if a girl is living in that pillow and wants to come out. 

Then the pillow begins to open and a light comes out. We begin to see visions of how this girl was killed. It's one of my student Maï (she's a very reserved person and has difficulty communicating with others; she starts shaking and can no longer control her voice. But she passed the speaking test with a high score).

I see her riding her bike in the wood to school, and somehow, she was killed. The sound comes from her, she shouts with all her anger because of her death.

Then I realize that I have a capacity to see into the past. By rotating my wrists to the left or right, I can control the visions I see. If I turn my wrist to the left, the past will appear, and if I turn my hands to the right, I move towards the present. I’m trying to turn my hands to the left to really see what happened with me in the past.

I then discover that there are many women in this vision who have been killed by someone. They're screaming with such anger and frustration. One woman comes out of the vision and grabs me, wanting to kill me as if she wanted revenge for what happened to her.

I feel the danger, but at that moment, I remember a sentence Kaya said in the Online Course about good and evil: "Are you ready to never fight, to always be right even if you have to die?" These words touched me deeply. So I don’t react, I let her energy run through me, I close my eyes and I’m ready to die.

But suddenly, she can’t harm me. I open my eyes and the visions of those women are still there, in front of my eyes, my parents are still there ... Then I wake up.

Dream #4: Hollow teeth

Dream: In the beginning I was in my friend's house, which was like a cottage in the woods, and we were planning to go for a trek. We were both sitting on her bed and someone came in her room and I hid under the blanket. When the person left, we both laughed because that person didn’t realize that I was there too.

While talking, I noticed that my teeth were moving as if they were going to fall out.

Later, I saw my friend and I go into a forest on a bike, I was sitting behind her. As we rode along, I felt that my left molar was loose and that one of them had fallen out. I got scared and told her that I need to head back home.

I started going in the opposite direction to return home as I felt my teeth could fall out at any moment, but I hoped they would hold on.

I reach the end of the forest and see my mother waiting for me. I feel relieved and tell her that we need to go to the dentist as soon as possible but I don’t tell her why.

As we walked further, 2 more molars fall out and then another and another. I see that the teeth that have fallen out are hollow on the inside and that part of my gum is on top.

All the molars on the left side of my mouth have fallen out and when I close my mouth, I can feel that there's nothing there but gum.

When I felt that I had no teeth there, I hoped it was a dream, and started thinking that when I wake up, I will have my teeth again, but at the same time, it felt too real to be a dream and I woke up.