{"product_id":"rouler-vite-version-francaise","title":"Drive fast","description":"\u003ch3\u003eDream #1: Drive fast\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cimg class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-33405\" src=\"https:\/\/www.ucm.center\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/Rouler-vite-Comprendre-vos-reves-Kaya.jpg\" alt=\"Rouler vite - Comprendre vos rêves - Kaya\" width=\"1600\" height=\"900\"\u003e\n\n\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e I was in a black 4x4 style car, quite large, the wheels are large and equipped to drive in the snow. I am with my older sister, my little sister, and my mother. There are many other people with us but unknown to me.\nThe driver drives fast, and takes corners quickly, and turns quickly too. We were going down a snowy mountain road and suddenly I found myself on skis.\nThe snow is beautiful, powdery, white and there were 2 to 3 meters of snow. My older sister is in front of my mother my mother on my left and my little sister right next to me on my right.\nMy father is far to the left. I don't remember if my father was with us in the 4x4.\nMy mother falls and loses her skis. She slips in the snow and I catch her and bring her back to her skis. She puts them back on, I turn around and there, to my right, there is a small hill of snow, and below, there is a river\/waterfall with pretty stones, the water is flowing, and a pair of white shoes, l one with a heel, the other flat shoe.\nEnd of the dream, I wake up.\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #2: The criminal therapist\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cimg class=\"alignnone size-full wp-image-33413\" src=\"https:\/\/www.ucm.center\/wp-content\/uploads\/2022\/07\/Le-therapeute-criminel-Comprendre-vos-reves-Kaya.jpg\" alt=\"Le thérapeute criminel - Comprendre vos rêves - Kaya\" width=\"1600\" height=\"900\"\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003eI am writing to you because recently I have had several rape nightmares, including one that particularly affects me.\nRight now in my life. I work a lot on my pattern of betrayal (towards men). Pattern that has existed in my life since a young age but has gone through phases of inactivity until very recently. Where he woke up in full force since I was in a relationship with a man I was in love with.\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eThe dream:\u003c\/strong\u003e I arrive in Marc's office (my psychotherapist in real life) for my session. The atmosphere is heavy and strange. In the dream, it's his office, but in reality, it's a place I don't know. I sit on a bed, and he in his armchair. He tells me that he is finishing the session with a young girl (at which I am present) and that afterwards we will begin our meeting. I notice that his look is different today. He's shady. I immediately feel taken back to the state of a little girl, in danger. I am very uncomfortable, suspicious, totally on alert. And as soon as he moves, I jump! I see that Marc notices my state of alert.\n\nAll of a sudden, the young girl prepares to leave and Marc also gets up to accompany her out. But at the first movement I understand that they both want to harm me, and that in reality Marc is going to rape me. I jump to save myself and seeing the fear in my eyes, Marc tries to catch me both to reassure me that all this is a strategist of my ego\/pattern but at the same time also to violate me as I had guessed. I run away to my car where I hide outside it's dark. At that moment I was in total distress because it was as if he had actually raped me! I feel helpless, betrayed, terrified, confused and guilty.\nI find myself in a hospital (which visually is more of an office) where I tell my story to a nurse. Energetically, she is a nurse but visually she is more of a policewoman or a judge. She takes note of what I tell her, without any emotion. I feel completely distressed because part of me knows that Marc raped me, and another part terribly doubts it.\nI'm ashamed because it's like my story is impossible. My therapist, a health professional and moreover to whom I confided everything about myself, raped me!?\nHow could she believe me? Even I doubt it. I'm afraid to file a complaint because if I invented everything, Marc will lose everything. By my fault ! I am so anxious that I ask the nurse to give me some medicine: which she does.\nI subsequently find myself in an unknown place, at a family party, in the kitchen. Distraught, I tell my story to my sister and I explain to her that I am both totally devastated by this rape. This betrayal, but I'm so afraid of having invented everything and of being crazy, that I feel disconcerted. I tell her of my enormous guilt in the event that Marc is not guilty and she does not seem to listen to my distress. She tells me she will call her friend for advice and continues texting on her phone. At this point, I just feel hopeless. I crouch in a corner of the kitchen, behind the table (as if to stay hidden) and I say, in an overwhelmed tone: “Please help me. I'm so scared he's going to come get me. I do not know where to go. I do not know what to do! » but she doesn't hear because in fact my words are almost whispered. I woke up with a very unpleasant feeling of familiarity, feelings and atmosphere already experienced.","brand":"UCM Center","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":48620130369857,"sku":"PODCAST_68557","price":19.99,"currency_code":"CAD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0734\/8830\/2401\/files\/Featured-img-Rouler-vite-Comprendre-vos-reves-Kaya.jpg?v=1767826781","url":"https:\/\/ucm.center\/en\/products\/rouler-vite-version-francaise","provider":"UCM Center","version":"1.0","type":"link"}