{"product_id":"je-devrais-avoir-peur-mais-version-francaise","title":"I should be scared but...","description":"\u003ch3\u003eDream #1: I should be afraid but...\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align: center;\"\u003e\u003cimg style=\"float: none;\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0734\/8830\/2401\/files\/Je-devrais-avoir-peur-mais_Comprendre-vos-reves_2_1024x1024.jpg?v=1721998986\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e I'm outside in a country place, there is a small hill to my right with a large tree on top. The weather seems stormy because the sky is half dark gray, but above the tree the sky is clear. At the same time, a big clap of thunder but no lightning. I tell myself I should be scared but I'm not. I just tell myself that it would be better to leave but I don't want to, it seems like I want to fight a fear that doesn't seem to exist. not This happens around 2:00-2:30 in the morning. I tell myself I'm asleep but it looks like I'm awake. I feel like I'm swelling like a big balloon. I hear ringing in my ears, voices that are incomprehensible but very present. My body wants to be afraid but deep down, I'm happy to live what I call an experience. It's extremely intense and borderline comfortable. I don't know if this is a dream or reality. I am so disappointed when I come back here now……and I have severe physical pain, like body aches.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #2: Our inner ghosts...\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eShare:\u003c\/strong\u003e I would like to have a dream that my son had interpreted. To give you some context, I must tell you that he does not walk spiritually and that he is very skeptical of everything that concerns metaphysics.\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e One evening when he was at home, he said to me: “\u003cem\u003eMom, my house is haunted\u003c\/em\u003e” and he tells me the following dream: He is lying in bed, he is sleeping and suddenly he hears his pussy spitting while looking down the stairs. He gets up and goes to see what is happening at the bottom of the stairs. He sees a little blonde girl with her back to her, looking out the window of the door (she is about 12 years old). He tries to talk to her but she doesn't respond and stays there without moving. So he goes down and puts his hand on her shoulder, there she turns around, he sees her face which looks like a demon, he is afraid and he wakes up. The following night he was alone at home. he was in bed but he was not sleeping. He felt that someone was entering his room, he thought it was his friend who had come home so he asked: “\u003cem\u003eMarie is that you?\u003c\/em\u003e” but no answer… Then he felt someone give him two little taps on the thigh. He was really scared. Later when her friend came home, he asked her what happened and she told him it wasn't her...\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #3: Superiority complex!\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e I was offered the chance to build a house a little bigger than mine, in a village that I actually know. A patient that I actually know is on my treatment table. She just moves, I feel that she is not well settled so I suggest she change tables. She tells me no, everything is fine. She is a person that I see regularly in care and who has worked a lot on pride, superiority…. Then I find myself in a school that looks like Harry Potter's school! A teacher told me: “\u003cem\u003etomorrow you will go to prison for 7 hours.\u003c\/em\u003e” I find it unfair and I decide to seek help from my mother. She answers me: “\u003cem\u003etomorrow I can’t help you because I have my chemo session.\u003c\/em\u003e”\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eShare:\u003c\/strong\u003e In life, my mother died last year of lung cancer with metastases to the liver.\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #4: Anxiety about death\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e I am in my parents' house in the entrance hall with my mother. There I call the hospital and ask if Coco (that's the nickname we all give my mother) is okay. In my dream I know she is in the hospital with breast cancer. I'm told she's dead. I can't believe a tumor so small that you could die. I tell my mother that I'm going to call Serge (a friend of my parents who is a surgeon specializing in breast cancer) because I want to understand why. She tells me no now. My uncle Paul comes in and out of the house. I don't tell him anything. (my uncle Paul died a few months ago, he was my godfather too). Then my father and my brother come into the kitchen (my father is about 40-50 years old, handsome, healthy in the dream. In reality he is 69 years old and sick). I look at them and wonder how I'm going to tell them.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eShare:\u003c\/strong\u003e I woke up, my heart was beating hard, it was very intense. In reality, the day before this dream I learned that my brother's sister-in-law has breast cancer and needs emergency surgery. She is 41 years old and lives alone.\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #5: Pierre’s unexpected visit\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e First scene: My daughter Camille and my husband are waiting for me in the living room with quite a surprise: Michel (a friend with whom I had a beautiful, sweet relationship) came to visit me without warning. It's been over 30 years since we last saw each other (as in reality) and I'm really surprised to see him there. Internally I feel disturbed, because I have a lot of things to do and I already feel behind. As I don't want to hurt Michel, I make the effort to welcome him with joy, telling myself that I will work things out with the rest. But basically the situation annoys me. Second scene: I walk towards the dining room and I see Gilles Vigneault rocking near the patio door. I'm surprised to see him there, but much less than for Michel. His presence doesn't bother me, as if it were normal for him to be there, even if it's surprising. He has just published a new story and has it with him. We had an exchange, but I don't remember what it was. Continued… Third scene: I sweep the floor; the floor needs it. I feel rushed to put the house in order. Gilles V. is still in the rocking chair and my husband, Camille and Michel are there too. With some impatience, I ask Camille to put back things that she has taken and moved and that she is not currently using.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #6: The miracle cream\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eShare:\u003c\/strong\u003e I asked to understand the origin of the illness that affects me and this is the dream I received:\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e I am in a class and there are two teachers, it seems to be Christiane and Kaya . Energetically, I am paying for my class with three checks; one for $39.00, $35.00 and $29.00. I have to redo the checks because there is a mistake (I don\u0026#39;t know what). I had brought as a gift a small pot of cream that I make myself with herbs (I call it my little miracle cream). The man didn\u0026#39;t want the cream, but the woman did. My younger sister was there, she had brought a crucifix and the teacher told her that she had brought one too and that she didn\u0026#39;t need hers.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eShare:\u003c\/strong\u003e My sister cut ties with me and the family for several years because of a misunderstanding. After explanation she came back and things seemed to be back to normal.\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #7: Light\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e In the distance, I saw an apple tree with lots of apples on it. The tree was full of lights on the top. I was looking at the tree in the distance and moved closer to get a better look. At this time, I saw many small butterflies making the light shining, it was very beautiful. When I said to my husband: “\u003cstrong\u003elook how beautiful it is!\u003c\/strong\u003e” There, I saw water all around the tree and the water was a blue so beautiful. We looked at the tree and the butterflies and the water illuminated the tree with such a beautiful light. Then I saw myself on a staircase. My husband was sitting on the stairs and I sat on his lap. I saw a fly on the stairs, it was all blue, like the water around the tree. It glowed a beautiful blue. And I got up. 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