{"product_id":"demenagement-version-francaise","title":"Moving","description":"\u003ch3\u003eDream #1: Moving\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cdiv style=\"text-align: center;\"\u003e\u003cimg style=\"margin-bottom: 20px; float: none;\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0734\/8830\/2401\/files\/Demenagement_Comprendre-vos-reves_2_1024x1024.jpg?v=1721998930\"\u003e\u003c\/div\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e Buying a house, moving, it's a school and there are still students, an extension with a fast food restaurant. I have to move all these people. Outside, propane tanks, I'm afraid. A mini dinosaur, in transparent, sits in my hand. We can see his clean intestines, it's magnificent! A woman tries to grab it, I help her escape.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #2: The dressing gown\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eShare:\u003c\/strong\u003e Following the Workshop Day on Sunday, November 28 in Toulouse, I would like to know if it was normal that during the meditation part tears arose and what link there could be with my life, it seems to me that it is when Christiane pronounced the word \u0026quot;buried\u0026quot;. \u0026quot;buried\u0026quot;. Is there an explanation for this? I am currently working with Angel 14 Mebahel , at the beginning of the week I just had a small image of a reindeer with a sentence that I read and heard: We must take back the reins (without doubt those of my destiny ???) But last night I had a rather long dream that I have a little trouble understanding and I would like to share it with you.\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e Apparently someone came to pick me up in a hurry in the night or in the morning so that I could attend a serious or dangerous event (I can't see the people, I'm in a dressing gown) . I find myself at the top of what seems to be a building on the top floor, and there I see an acquaintance (in profile) on another balcony on my right (in reality it is a lifeguard who taught me how to swim, she is well built and light brown\/blonde, and in good spirits), she is holding a rifle which she is adjusting and I hear people say behind me that she has to shoot 3 pigeons. In my dream, I say to myself: “But no, she's not going to kill the pigeons, it's not possible, why is she doing that, she's going to pretend, not her, she's not going to kill them”. I hear 3 gunshots, I see some feathers flying, but I know deep down that she didn't touch them and I say to myself: “\u003cem\u003eShe must do that so people will call the police\u003cem\u003e \/em\u003e\", I don't really understand what's going on. I then find myself being dragged by the people who came to pick me up to a coach, I'm not very warm, it's a bit windy and I'm still in my (pink) dressing gown. I hastily get into the bus parked in a Belgian parking lot and which appears to be a supporters' bus. This bus doesn't have many seats, but they make me sit near the window so I can see what's going on. And then I say to myself: “But what am I doing here in my dressing gown”. I revolt inside at being there, dressed like that, but I also say to myself: “\u003cem\u003eIt was too urgent, I didn't have time to get dressed when they came to pick me up\u003c\/em\u003e » Suddenly, on the road and to my left comes a large white truck (insulated type) with a bluish gray inscription, I remember the word Belgian (it was perhaps \"Belge transports). At the front there is a couple, it's a woman who seems to be driving and on the passenger side, there is a fairly young man. He lowers the window and prepares to have something handed to him. On the right comes my acquaintance (master. swimmer), and on the left a man who seems to be a sports trainer and who wears brown shoes and his feet seem disproportionately large, I say to myself in my dream: “\u003cem\u003eHe must wear size 57\u003c\/em\u003e”. came there to check what is happening. The lifeguard seems to hide her face under a large two-tone white and blue umbrella (like those of the supporters. She seems suspicious and is holding a package which she quickly hands to him). man from the truck, and then I said to myself internally: “\u003cem\u003eBut she hasn't gotten involved in drug trafficking, it's not possible, what is she doing there, in what What a mess she got into?\u003c\/em\u003e » ... Suddenly I see her almost wavering and the sports trainer seems to me to be feeling very bad too, it seems like it's their hearts that are hurting. The truck starts quite quickly and then I say to myself: “In the truck they were “spell casters””. I rush outside, towards her first and hand her 5 very iridescent flat \"tiger's eye\" stones, I put 2 in her pockets, I make her put 2 under her armpits for the heart and one on the forehead so that she is protected and say to her “\u003cem\u003eHold on, your thoughts must be strong, they can do nothing against you as long as your thoughts are strong, the fate will be returned to them, do not leave room for fear\u003c\/em\u003e” and I repeat “\u003cem\u003eYour thoughts must be strong\u003c\/em\u003e”, I rush towards him and also hand him 5 identical stones. There I understand why I was called in (we must have known that I had the possibility of helping him), but I don't know why and how I managed to have stones on me and I wake up in saying to myself: “\u003cem\u003eBut what was I doing there in my dressing gown?\u003c\/em\u003e”\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003c!-- --\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #3: Lessons with Kaya\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e I am at a meditation class. Kaya is teaching the class. We are outside. Kaya is facing a stone staircase. On his left there is a wall about 4-5 meters high, also made of stones (wall and staircase as you can see in the vineyards). The participants are at the top of this wall. Kaya does not see them during the entire meditation. The class consists of meditating, then Kaya says a word and names a participant. The latter must say what he visualized. At one point he says the word \u0026quot;phobia\u0026quot;. Two men answer. Kaya says: \u0026quot; \u003cem\u003eNO. I said I was pointing to someone.\u003c\/em\u003e \u0026quot; Then he says my first name. I find myself next to him on his right. I tell him that I saw: \u0026quot; \u003cem\u003ean open white umbrella rising into the blue sky\u003c\/em\u003e \u0026quot;. Then I go up the stairs and while I\u0026#39;m going up them Kaya remarks to one of the participants (I don\u0026#39;t know if it\u0026#39;s a man or a woman) that when you do this kind of work, you have to have the right position: sitting or standing. Then I find myself at the top of the stairs. And there Kaya says: \u0026quot; \u003cem\u003ethere are phobias that are easier to manage than others.\u003c\/em\u003e \u0026quot;\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eShare:\u003c\/strong\u003e In concrete terms, at that moment, I had to do a very intense push every time I was next to my partner when he was driving. I had and still have, even if things are getting better, anxiety, stress which has already gone so far as to make me paralyzed. Now it's better but there are still memories to clean.\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003ch3\u003eDream #4: My execution\u003c\/h3\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eShare:\u003c\/strong\u003e Kaya , I would like to share with you a dream I had when I must have been between 8 and 10 years old. I think that for me it is a founding dream of my entire journey to this day (I am 41 years old). You should know in a few words that I had an essentially homosexual sexual practice, experienced most often in the mode of sexual addiction (excitation phase, acting out, then deep destructuring and anesthesia of emotions\/feelings; then life inviting me each time to climb back up the slope, then temptation again, constantly temptation that drives me crazy, acting out, etc.) In 2010 - the passage of my 40 years has something to do with it - I experienced a fairly long period of abstinence with a relapse at the beginning of December, then abstinence again until this day; I read a book on addiction that helped me identify that it is indeed an addiction. Some books on Kabbalah also help me enormously, and then of course Angelology which has helped me for more than 6 or 7 years; every night before going to sleep, I internalize the qualities of the Angel of the day, I also go through the distortions each time and try to illuminate them with the light of the Angel , to reach out to them to help them transform. My path will lead me, I hope, towards the reconstruction of my identity (I do not believe I am intrinsically homosexual), I am in the process - I think - of leaving this homosexuality, in fact, of changing planets. My life path is difficult and marked by a deep malaise and a very strong suffering linked to the FEAR that a shaky identity generates. This is my dream.\u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e\u003cstrong\u003eDream:\u003c\/strong\u003e My primary school - I was my real age (8-10 years old) - executing myself to death on the alley (main access) which leads to the main school building - many students watching the execution mockingly - sadness. (CONTINUED) Two coffins on the playground - empty, quiet playground - afternoon of beautiful sunshine and blue sky - feeling of calm and peace after the tumult of the execution - one coffin for me, the other coffin , my friend Jim is inside - his head was cut off - the tray on which his head would have been placed is in the coffin - I cry for my friend looking at his coffin - I survived - resurrection after the sacrifice - I the feeling of having an identity in this post-sacrifice survival. I cry for my friend - then I hear a noise in his coffin - he lives - his head has reconnected to his body - he comes out of the coffin - I kiss my friend and let's walk together on the courtyard (we start to make a turn) each with an arm on the other's shoulder - accomplices - we are naked - great feeling of calm and peace - purity.\u003c\/p\u003e\n\u003cblockquote\u003e\n\u003cstrong\u003eShare:\u003c\/strong\u003e Details that may be important: - primary school of Protestant obedience, which I loved very much, they taught the stories of the Bible (especially the Old Testament) at the beginning of each morning - I have memories of the sublime teachers, full of such beautiful and profound humanity; I unfortunately only stayed there until I was 8 years old. - Jim had great physical strength for his age, he was already very muscular, me being quite thin - very nice boy and made himself interesting about his taste for women (as happened to me at the time when we were sometimes together) - the playground is walled on 2 sides, bordered by the main building of the school and a kindergarten at the end. Many thanks Kaya for your enlightenment!!  \u003c\/blockquote\u003e\n\u003cp\u003e \u003c\/p\u003e","brand":"UCM Center","offers":[{"title":"Default Title","offer_id":48620052840769,"sku":"PODCAST_48594","price":19.99,"currency_code":"CAD","in_stock":true}],"thumbnail_url":"\/\/cdn.shopify.com\/s\/files\/1\/0734\/8830\/2401\/files\/Demenagement_Comprendre-vos-reves_1.jpg?v=1767826223","url":"https:\/\/ucm.center\/en\/products\/demenagement-version-francaise","provider":"UCM Center","version":"1.0","type":"link"}